well woke up quite late today at 9?? cause yesterday talk to yy till late late until 11.30 bah i guess alrights wake up only i use my com le all the way until two talk to yy for two hours plus then i went to play audition with charmaine lew she is crap lah she won me los not fair charmaine lew i want a re-match alrights talk talk talk until 2 plus left home message charmaine lew, yy and ah muii told charmaine and ahmuii somethings until i reach toa payoh i saw this strongest man competition?? it was for the guys to carry a very huge tyre and like carry and drop it all the way to the end watch for awhile continue to message charmaine so is like i message her for two hours she was at sentosa lahs so message all the way los until lesson end yy waited for me at the wrong place lahs ok met her and we took 155 all the way to sbc we were there again for coach match me and yy were early there next alison came match started call hweechang she say reaching then second quarter that time then come great match qianxi did their best but did not manage to win the last ball was a nice one in man from half court throw all the way and chop it landed in to the basket how cool i got a shock man alrights after the match hweechang and janice was zilian-ing out side there coca cola machine also wanna take ah yohs help coach team take photo coach took with us too ok walk walk walk to the main road with alison to hail for a cabb she was going to adam road hweechang and janice jay walked they climbed over the fence my god bad girls me and yy cross the over head brigde hweechang and janice went off to kallang for their dinner me and yy yook 155 back to toa payoh silence ride he is angry with me lah oh yar message charmaine lew also i like message her until she slept ahhs that means the whole day i guess?? ok back to tao payoh and alison don't worry i don't think yy would want to eat mac in the toliet... follow yy go mac buy things mrt alone back to bishan then i cabbed home cause i was late and home.

DAOBINN;
one hundred a thousand time so sorry lahs i did not mean to pang seh you want for the movie i promise you tomorrow i will spent the day at night with you okays thats a promise don't angry with me lahs i will be sad sad de lahs so sorry sorry sorry!!): and and and i need your advie so you must reply me quick lahs!! read this post and reply me ok?? sorrys.

this morning go school got pissed off when i saw some people just walk back to my own seat waiting for my daily crapper to come he is always late ah yohs nvm sing sing many late comers today alrights back to class maths first i don't know how to do it is so hard nvm i shall ask my maths teacher for help well next SS so much fun mr bean i don't find it amusing maybe beacuse i have no more feelings i guess next off for chemistry test i don't know how to do so damn hard do worksheet and thats all recess bought food actually i don't intend to go down to eat cause of some people lahs dumb shit fuck it right off lahs you don't have friends don't have to ka chiau mine right you got guts go find friends lah pathetic friend hopper you always say don;t want to sour this relationship have you thought who is the one always starting it i don't give a fucking damn to you you fucking dude alrights POA tried to talk to me huh but you know what i aint talking to you for the rest of my life ahmuii was like telling me jokes and we read magazines the magazine wrote if we feel emo we will go macdonald and order a unhappy meal i was laughing my ass off hweeling thought i was mad POA test i copied hweeling's one oh thanks so much girl met up with monkey and they went to watch the mr bean holiday i could not so i went back home to bathe and change my audition is done i am so damn happy yy call me i chiong out of the house to meet them they were like talking to guys so we kind of walk off first sat at KFC there hweehcnag waited for her friend me yy and alison just diam diam sit there los they both waited for me till 6 actually they could have gone off first and i just stay around alone bah but anyway thanks went to meet my mum at city hall went to the restaurant first then my sis came and join my sis is so thick skin she told the boss today is her birthday my god alrights eat eat eat and went home going to talk to yy now byebye.
i have no comment on what i felt and what your did today sighs if i ever fall off the top story of junction eight i wonder if i will die. i am willing to do the experiment.

haiis i am fucking pissed off morning reach school HAC new route walk slowly with ahmuii and because we could not catch up with mr leong he punished us lahs run up and down three times just run physics next mr gan you don't know hwo to teach so i suggest that you just stop teaching and get back home english next hey people try getting so fucking pissed off with somebody for three darn periods i was like sleeping you woke me up so i say what and you never ask me do anything so obviously i went back to sleep again and you come and tell teacher say what two person doing the work only what the fuck you want and you dare to say i snatch your paper but at least i gave better points then all your points lahs your 10 points can't equal to my one point lahs you sucker recess did not want to say anything just went up for chemistry alone so i stood along there and miss chew was like so romantic ah you stand alone chem many people outside cause they late next up was maths just do some corrections here and there and we were done met up with them i just went to charmaine lew house and played com how fun yy went home after u came alison and monkey came back so i played audition sea at monkey house i improved change le went back to school i had so much intention to go home but yy ask me stay stay so yup just stay los stood over there for like 15 mins bus was late coach ask why you so sad then i just diam diam then miss seah was like don't be so rude haiis i won't blame her cause as i said no one undertstands how i feel reach there watch boy's match for awhile warm up and coach talk to us play play play until four quarter coach was like lin jiayi he told me who to take out but apparently i was blank minded and forget all about it sighs we played till the last minute 50 to 13 or 15 i guess we lost but coach say we did well bus back to gyss sighs thinking back of all the memories sighs i cried but stop before getting back to school i just walked away since i was so uninvited went to the bus stop at 7 eleven saw miss chew at the bus stop saw some whitley people went back home with a pissed mood sighs.
thinking back of all the memories felt damn sad ): but i understand no one will understand how i feel one everyday i would have one sad memory and soon it will accumulate until it burst like balloon cause i realise i cant tell it to anybody sighs...

well this morning had assembly my dailt crapper came so i kind of talk to him the whole assembly alrights after that was history haiis i was so bored and that shih quan was like you darn emo kid don't want to talk to me then i just kept quiet so did he all the way lesson until last ten minutes miss vasuki just let us off so slept the whole class was sleeping well up for CME i kept quiet and ash was like why you quiet i just shut up did not want to say anything so i was quiet the whole lesson all those shit after that i made my way to the music room physics ahmuii was interorgating me asking me what happen and stuffs she took my bag and wallet away i was kind of piss off so i started begging her then she was like NO TALK NO BAG NO WALLET so i just say whatever walk down for recess still did not have my bag hweechang snatch it back for me thanks but my wallet was with her still i did not eat for recess no appetite to eat wallet back thanks yy alrights went up for chinese just lay on the table and snooze away lesson ended bio demi went down to buy seaweed ate ate ate and off we went for our break 1.20 back to the class the instructor came in and the whole class changed seats we went for our so called toliet break charmaine lew claudia and peiqi and alison came in sat with us who knows after our second break miss diana koh came in and catch all of them out ass her los that pao tou er coach forget it ask our instructor go save them sorry people... sighs see this is something so commom in my everyday life something is bound to happen everyday haiis forget after the lesson we talk talk talk to that pao tou er coach he was like so ass argh forget it walked to junction eight and ate KFC sighs monkey was trying to irritate me she kept hitting me and blow my hair when i tried to sleep haiis after the thing i just walked off cause they were talking of crap i did not even know i hate that when people talk to me all those stuffs that i don't know and don't wish to hear haiis forget life is like this what more can i do to stop this met my sis at her bus stop sat taxi back with my mum.
you don't give a damn so do i you are the one who came to me and talk all those shit and now you are saying me back if you don't give a damn about it then why did you ask in the first place forget i shall not talk to you forget i will either give you a nod or a shake of the head.

oh well this morning went for HAC with ahmuii she as usual likes to be late so we were kind of late and we walked the whole HAC reach back to school only to find our bags being locked up in the room sighs how unlucky can we get so no bag equal to no materials for lesson any way after only a period i got my bag back thanks to muii oh well studied and was so darn tired almost slept worked with kimberly and anna for the compo after that was PE oh well 3 girls for PE how great charmaine lew was there too and so we just did wolleyball and everything was done mr goh comes into our room like daily now alright POA teach and i listened recess nothing much and went up for chinese did the test kind of easy but i am bound to fail sighs everything is not going in my path now a days sighs after that was maths did our group work for the whole lesson got back my test paper 24/30 i am happy with it after school i was alone lucky alison was there to pei me charmaine lew too did not get to see my dailyCRAPPERS sighs where are you two guys i need some lame jokes forget it back to school went into the detention room and sit in for awhile busy changing the time they came in darren wanted to talk to hweechang but i pulled her away alrights coach came he started playing and making alison's tie well after all the laughing session we went up to the hall for some hurdle practices to make our legs move faster after that was downstairs medicine ball jumping all those to help us get the rebound back and put into the basket again oh well after that was slope running 10 sets up and down did not pant thats a good sign after that we did drill on layups and fan qiu coach was making lame jokes but it was very lame he keep calling me lin jia yi that i hate i hate that person haiis forget it i was diaoing him all the way bus home with charmaine and my daily crapper.
haiis i suddenly feel i cant trust anyone in this world. if one day i do break down thats the time i will say bye bye to the world

this morning it was raining cats and dogs so we kind of got stuck thanks monkey for your gracious help i wonder if i am that detestable forget it we reached school and i just walked to my locker to change my wet and smelly shoes after that met up with ahmuii and we walked into class together vanessa was not here today miss vasuki was pissed with the attendance on friday that she told the VP about it they were all caught and brought to the general office luckily i was one of them tomorrow is checking the uniform again guess there will be alot of absentees alrights after a shocking experience we went off for our biology as usual relief teacher in sat with ryan and jia wei they saw me being sad and started saying some lame jokes while we did out POA work together well they have been officially name by me THE DAILY CRAPPERS they both are so cute lahs i took a video of them doing some sort of "show" it was kind of cute so yar after biology was CME mrs teo went through our project with us as in what we have to do and when is the deadline i guess i will be doing it myself and do a self presentation haiis forget it next up was SS miss vasuki only teach for 15 mins and we were quarelling with her what time was recess and obviously we lost release went for recess quiet all the way cause i don't know what to say after that up for chinese damn i hate that chinese teacher she is so sucky forget it unpleasant memories seems to accumulate everyday after that was POA mr goh was checking our attendance and found many of us late so he said if we were going to be late for a lesson 50 cents charge eveyrone was like so cheap well to some people it may not be alrights i paid attention but darren yeo was pissing me off he tickle me and talk all those crap that made me super duper angry with him but well he apologise cause zuoyang was saying she is emo now say sorry so yup lesson ended late met both of them and alison off we went to pastamania ate and i started playing all the crap hweechang came too so as claudia amanda they all and charmaine lew we sat a bus back to school as we were all so lazy to walk after a sumptous meal back to school played basketball matched against each other just played and off i went my sis is a dumb dumb she wants a haversack so well i am going to get it for her and so as myself one too waited so long alrights after that went home and bathe and out i went for my tuition and home!
i wonder if i am that detestable and irritaing that people like to critisize me forget it i don't know why... i am not the last time sammy anymore you won't expect a noisy irritating pest in fornt of you anymore i bet you're are overjoyed wel if your are sure i am too. so goodbye the past sammy hello the new sammy.

i seriousily don't know whether i even make a stand in this family i feel like a nobody and a stranger to here haiis i just came back from yesterdaey match just because i wasnt there you did not even have the courtesy to call and ask me whether i wanted a sport shoe or something we both are in sports CCA why does she get more things then i do you always give me empty promises always saying ok i will buy it for you and all those shit but when i ask you again you say did i ever say that and when she says she needed money for buying her uniform sports shoe and stick you immediately gave her 300 bucks and ask her to buy it herself and you even fetch her there i know she is the oldest the cleverest and produces results that you favour but me i am trouble maker irritating stupid and produces the results that is not to your favour and when i just did not go out with your for just a dinner yesterday you bought her a ascis shoe and a puma shoe just for her and you can tell me it is her birthday fine so what if it was her birthday in my 14 years of birthday did you even give me anything maybe the first two years but after that did you? and you and mummy just spent like 300 bucks again for shoes and when i told you i have no shoes you keep saying i have when it is all hers this is plain biasity i know i am stupid dumb and my results haiis so what does that mean that you have only a daughter it is always in the case when she goes for camp you treat me so nicely buy anything i want but once she come bac your two treat her like a diamond and i am like a crystal that no one wants is that the case if you say it is not true then i am very sure you are lying to me cause that is what i all see everytime since you hate me so much why didn't you abort me when you had me you could have done that and i won't be in this world that give me sadness and tears everyday i am like shit to you to my friends and to everyone in the world maybe one day i may leave without even you knowing by the time you regret i will be laughing at you cause i know by that time i would have found my true happiness. I AM DUMB STUPID IDIOTIC RETARTED PEST IRRITATING TROUBLE MAKER!!

alrights i shall blog before i anbark on my hana kimi show this morning had a sweaty run or rather not a tired run with my girlfriend ran at bishan park lah we hid the basketball beacuse we want to run and when we came back it was still there considerate people thanks (: after running we walked over to the place where we hid the ball and we started craping on stuffs having a talk was seriously nice afterall we had not have a good talk since i don't know which day. neverminds basketball already we both made our ways home bathe and used the com sent data across because i don't wish to say anything alrights after chit chatting i went for my english tuition did compo i finish it in 20 minutes and all of them were staring at me like i was some sort of weirdo lah forget it met up with the girls and off we went to SBC sat 155 there felt so left out but neverminds i shall not probe about it lahs just sat with yy and listen to her songs very meaningful songs the lyrics are like so so so wonderful it totally talks about me ok reach there after a long long ride coach team was there already we reach there just in time watch the match QIANXI vs I DON'T KNOW WHICH TEAM by the way qianxi is coach team they were leading until the second quarter i don't quite like #7 he is so act and scolds the team mate to get lost what kind of attitude is this i don't really know but all i know is that he is demoralising the team's spirit lahs after that haiis just sit the bus back i don't know how to describe the feeling it is like i say a comment and it like deaf to them haiis is like i am not around lahs forget ate at toa payoh the KOUFU there after that i went home with jean
i don't know whether i am invisible or what i just don't feel a sense of being there forget all i can say that now i hate talking laughing are evil to me and i wont talk unnecessarily from now onwards.

sighs i dunnoe what happen jus... i dunnoe also anyway i will use proper english to blog from now onwards morning maths just did some worksheet and off for ms vasuki lesson we wern't even having any lesson she was just doing her own stuffs and we just did our own stuffs got our new house tee shirt kinda weird crap with ryan he is very funny we were just laughing our ass off lahs ok got it and desmond was being crazy he borrowed my shirt and many peoples' shirt and wear them all together he reallie cute and so puffed up kind of cute lahs nxt off for chemistry met up with ah muii ash and darren and van all went up together and i studied hard hard i realised i cant sit with demi i cant concentrate i shall sit on my own the next time then alrights studied hard and off we went for recess having much fun alrights i jus went up myself and sat and listen but seriously ms koh i don't understand a single thing you were talking nevermind a shall study on my own well after that met up with the girls and me and jean went to eat cheese fries delicious back to school to meet up with york ying and back to school watch them play very funny any ways time to go there reach there other teams were playing watch them for awhile and it was our turn hai people we lost by 3 marks onlie yorkying and monkey and amanda your are not to be blamed it not whether we win or lose it is what we learn from then so people cheer up ok? after going bac to school we went to junction 8 to eat ate at KFC did not talk i don't know why haiis... any way home and people of u see me using improper english pls correct me thank u!(:

hey hey people i am now in sentosa wohoos islike so damn fun lahs ahahs
went to the beach todae los made sancastles and tookloads ofpicsyeaps
andi am damn damn damntired ok morning swan at the beach there after tat swimming at coasta sands resort los kinda funny but very fun los
ani waes bathe and wash up and wentto the food court at there los
muh mum and jie can too to meet us losand muh sis is staying with me
ate at the food court then went ferluge ridesuperfun but ex 10 people90 bucks lahs
ok after tat bac to hut air coned los after tat we suggested to gosakaesushi yummy(:
yupps after tat tramed bacv to our huts here
bathe amd ,essaging people now hhahacoming bac tml!!(:
seeya gg to play pool now!!(:

hey hey people i am now in sentosa wohoos islike so damn fun lahs ahahs
went to the beach todae los made sancastles and tookloads ofpicsyeaps
andi am damn damn damntired ok morning swan at the beach there after tat swimming at coasta sands resort los kinda funny but very fun los
ani waes bathe and wash up and wentto the food court at there los
muh mum and jie can too to meet us losand muh sis is staying with me
ate at the food court then went ferluge ridesuperfun but ex 10 people90 bucks lahs
ok after tat bac to hut air coned los after tat we suggested to gosakaesushi yummy(:
yupps after tat tramed bacv to our huts here
bathe amd ,essaging people now hhahacoming bac tml!!(:
seeya gg to play pool now!!(:

summary too lazy to blog these few daes
ASSEMBLY
-kept laughing with kings
-he's mad
HISTORY
-studied and test bac
-overall history get 29/50 passed
- test ermx got 11/15 i won shih quan yeahs
-ping shou le must see SS then noe hu wins
CHEMISTRY
-studied brought books
-filing no file fri buy
-did muh homework
-went through homework did it
RECESS
-ate with them
-went up fer chinese with yy and zhi ying
CHINESE
-ate and talk
-ting xie
-janice bluff me wrong chap
-neverminds
BIOLOGY
-test bac
-i passed
-21/30
-clever huh but copied de
-mr kamal laughs man
-nicholas wrote red blood cells transport nuclear bombs to our body ahhs
PCCG
-miss vasuki as usual missing fer a while
-did our stuffs
-answer question
-hahs martin one was cute
-it went bob did not go swimming with us
-where in school what did u do to him i shoved him hahs
-is damn funnie lahs the guy's answer
-ok laugh laugh
AFTER SCHOOL; SPORTS HEAT
-met hweechang xue fen and charmaine
-ask mr leong whether can sit bus go
-he agree bought food ate
-shang che with hweechang PERSERVERANCE
-ok reach there hweechang keep saein reaching hahs
-ok reach there we became sports leader
-kept quarelling with alvin ng he kept suaning me
-charmaine lew ran; yy ran; monkey ran
-good job people
-cheered fer monkey again 1.5 good job came in 2nd
-the nayomi she is a non stop running machine lahs
-pro sia she
-sat bus bac;message yy in the bus
-bac to school got two wallets missing satyed bac check dun have
-is sec 4 the cheryl missing her wallet poor girl):
-sat muh dad's car home
-muh tuition teacher called muh dad ass
-fetch sis and home!!

ok a brief summary of what i did todae
`ENGLISH
-listen to miss sljunied crap
-almost everyone fail their eng except one
-paid attention and went
`SOCIAL STUDIES
-me and van first two to arrive
-jiawei and ryan were immitating me
-demi arrived
-quarell started between the bird god and turban
-miss vasuki teach fer one period
`POA
-miss koh change seat
-curently sitting with hweeling nicholas and thomas
-listen and i understand!!
`RECESS
-eat and went up with yy
`CHINESE
-PICNIC
-did homework
-went to sharii tat side table
-chitchatted and went
`MATHS
-teacher sae i am good
-i handed in all muh assignments
-teacher todae teach box and whiskers
-easy draw graph and first to finish
-went off look fer yy at the nxt class
`AFTER SCHOOL
-went with jean to her aunt's house
-collected her guitar
-dollar doesnt like me
-and off we went
-talk to kim and weetong felicia
-walked to junction eight sharii was mad
-she sae the baby clothes were sexy
-followed sharii and jean to meet the ex GYSS guy
-pastamania
-gossip on alot of stuffs
-walked ard
-jean waiting fer qiying
-bus came; saw tat chicken little
-amused
-saw shih quan
-bet with him i will win him in ss and his fer a bag of sweets
-yeahs and home!!

hmmm ok well todae woke up saw muh sis still at home shock ask her why she nvr go trg she sae she dun fell like so she porn i was like like tat also can ahhs she loves porning stuffs man she jus porn school nia los yesterdae ok nvm she is mad ok todae woke up watch tv all the way till 2 plus i am a TVholic ok ok dress up went fer muh chinese lesson todae got bac our test results so lame i dun acre abt the results de los cause the paper is damn easy i got 53/70 so easy to get marks los lame shit ok zhen xian and tat irritating guy were making a fool of themselves so childsish they laugh at things tat are not funnie at all ok nvms studied finish muh compo in like 10 mins easy like shit los ok after tat waited fer daddie car to come come le we went to thomson plaza to eat at properous kitchen yeas yummy food there ok ani waes ate finish le NTUC went there los fun fun me and muh sis seeing all the ice cream yummy muh sis wanted all the ice cream los she is a PIG man hahs so lame ok after tat i went home(:
u jus love gossiping, SAD sia shall mention ur name or my blog will become sooo famous hahs!!(:

ok shall blog before i do my homework if not i lazy to update le los ok ani waes todae got PHYSICS in the morning HAC cancel cool man wahahsh ok ok went to miss vasuki home room cause raining mahs then damn cold lahs todae the whole school is like damn super duper cold like on air con like tat lahs ok talk all the crap then went fer physcis sat wih demi cause eilene nvr come todae lahs ok ok jus study study new chapter see i noe whahs ok after tat eng boring sia miss aljunied check muh work i nvr do los i did util ten onlie los then she sae what must do until page 20 i was like u got sae meh ok i whatevered her and jus went bac to muh seat ok listen i felt like sleeping man i kept quarelling with demi ng but she smsed me lahs she is soooo lame whahs ok ok recess ate and went up fer physics mr gan chase me bac to muh original seat lahs whatever jus seat los fan zhen is like onlie 10 more minutes los ok after tat maths sooo boring los teacher talk talk we draw our graph she teach fer awhile nia then went off le mahs ok ok then went to look fer all of them me and pokemon went to look fer monkey up and down man we were so tired ok found monkey in the library sat there and talk crap demi called told her i in library she came over ans find us talk fer awhile she left to her locker los then met up with her after monkey had done her work jean came and we all walk to j8 los wet when we reach los nvm i bought pocky fer me and charmaine the white chocolate one so nice the packaging HWEECHANG LEARN!!(: wwhahs ok ok i buy fer fun nia not eating fer bai sui nia ok ok after tat walk walk fer awhile i went to look fer sara le we went to tao payoh tode cause tuition at toa payoh mahs then we went to the food court to eat eat le went fer tuition tat guy is not here todaeah yahs nvms ok ok onlie me and sara came los tuition fer one and a half hour then i waited with sara fer her mum then i went home le!!(: