Love others, the way you want others to love you.

sighhs this morning i reach school sat there alone, i received a message from my dad, why must misfortune always fall on me everytime? history i pass but its just border line i could have easily be the lowest in class, i teared during history i doubt anyone see, went for CME i keep tearing, physics library recess sighhs chinese went up i cried&cried i keep asking myself have i done anything wrong in the past? went for biology finally i settle down i teared abit but its not obvious,assembly& i went home.

i dont know whether crying so much will help? sighhs cant i just be free of misfortune?
i wonder when will it stop? haiis leave me there to die&suffer all alone.