alright posting again secretly, my main com is down!
awww, my papa say i used to much ahas maybe?
nevermind monday they had training! me & jia mei had biology,
so boring, i was fighting with her, during break we played ball!
coach punished them! so mean, sorry uh girls!):
alright after our biology i played ball with yy charmaine peiqi & tiffany, after that KFC,
& home-ed, papa fetch me and da jie go dentist!
my sister was listening to my dad of the enblockment, suck lah i dont want enblockment,
even if can enblock i want condo no HDB! i never stay before since i was young!
doctor eric help us clean our teeth till whiteeee! say cheeze!(:
he never collect money from us, he rejected! ahh so free cleaning!(:
tuesday i went for tuition jia wei got join!
we did comprehension, so bored i got corrections,
jia wei got a dictionary from the teacher cause he dont know how to spell,
ahahs dumb dumb!(:
alright after that i went to my granny house to eat!
we were trying to tempt my younger cousin! he ate for an hour! so longggg!
he love water melon so we pass some to his face! ahsh he ate faster when i took out the cane!
alright after that hoome-ed!
today, meet tan jia mei! she was late!
alright we were the first two followed by alison then charmaine & monkey!
the rest was late! hweechang came then coach then janice and lastly peiqi!
coach was latee! he owe us our chicky meal!
alright we slack the whole training except for the last part,
we got to run ten rounds in 4.30 minutes! i ran 4.35 cause i stop at the pole!
ass him lah! if not i pass, actually i did!(:
ah who cares after training, we all walk to junction eight, we packed KFC up to food junction!
eat & talked, after that me and jia mei went home!
she pulled me to wait for bus! after waiting i cabbed home!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN YEO ZHI QIN!(: (thank me!)

Day one

i stayed up till 3 then i went off to sleep cause i pei yy finish her homework,
i'm so nice!(: i slept for two hours got woke up by my mum at 5,
bathe & off to beach road to sit our coach, reach there so many people,
we went to the lounge to sit that was only for business class only,
cool right?(: so i went in to sit until 7, at 7 we went up to the bus,
we went up the double decker bus! first time there were only 16 seats in this bus,
there were kids! god damn, damn noisy! went to the two checkpoint,
after that they on the Tv! i started seeing what movie i wanted to watch,
there was Auquamarine, Initial D, I do i do, Zodiac Race & many more,
i watcha all the above there, they serve us nasi lemak, so cool!
after eating, they ask me you want tea or coffee? ahas i said i wanted tea!
& in a minute they sent it to me! alright i never sit this bus before so forgive me,
reach Genting about 2, check in to my hotel! so nice!room 14140,
what a unlucky number, my mum slept in the room, me & my sis& my mama friend,
we went out, Uncle Alan went to the casino so me & sis went to arcade to play,
well we played this machine, we dont even know how to,
it was simply spinning the wheel so i tried,
& i got jackpot! ahahs my sis tried so did she got a jackpot! cuteee,
after that we shop around, make our sticker names, walk around& back to the hotel!
Day 2
woke up at 8, sat a cab down to Kuala Lumpur, one whole hour,
Uncle Alan & my mother was chatting with the taxi driver, crazy people,
stayed at hotel Istana, the room was not done yet & we could not check in,
so we went to shop first, went to Mid Valley, we went seperate ways with my mother!
good! i was so happy, can shop quietly with my sis, went to miss whatever,
i bought the pencil case! my sis let me buy! after that i follow my sis to a shop,
her turn to buy she bought a pouch to put her hockey funds,
after that we walked intoo world of cartoons bought stuffs again,
OMG me and my sis got shock at the things we bought,
alright who cares we went up to the last level, we saw a wallet shop,
& we bought a wallet each, my sis wallet is like some old aunty wallet,
i was critising it the whole time, she's a noob lah she cant even find the coin pouch,
i kept laughing at her dumbness, we went into a pet shop & saw puppys!
my sis say she want to buy one, she's mad!
alright my lao bu call cause she shop finish already, come chase us,
siao eh she shop finish we haven leh, forget it meet her at Basement,
ate there went off back to the hotel put our stuffs down,
went off the sungei wang, i saw many shoes, i saw one addidas puzzle shoe,
she refuse to buy for me, ass her! she say so ex,
nevermind i quarrelled with her! went over to Lot 10, she bought two pairs of shoes,
siao eh then she dont want buy for me! nevermind, we went back to the hotel,
met up with my mama friend again, went to Alloy street to eat,
my sis bought her DVDs from there! naughty girl!
the guy was cutee my sis told him there was police, he say jing cha you zhen yang! ahahs(:
alright ate alot & went back to sungei wang!
my mum still refuse to buy for me! dumb her! after that back to the hotel!
Day 3
woke up at 8 went down to the hotel buffet for breakfast,
i compaint to my sis i wanted the shoe! she say you ask mama later,
i ask her she say NO ass her! i want that shoe lah! forget it,
i already da xiao that nian tou already, went back to sungei wang,
spilt with my mother! yes yes! shop with my sis again, she bought a disc,
& i bought my adicolour shoe i could change the strips!
met with my mother, went to Lot 10 again & back to the hotel,
pack up & bought chewing gums & off to the bus terminal,
me & my sis wandered about, up the bus, no more business class,
this bus sucks to the core! cant even sleep properly!
reach back to singapore at about 10 cause the jam at Tuas,
my papa come fetch us home!(:

you hate me i hate you, cant you just stop your nagging for once,your mouth cannot zip one ah, i haven even wake up you go vacum my roon, come wake me up, you need work i no need hor, asshole, ask you wake me up in the morning you go why should i, ass lah you ask me do things i got say why should i meh, always saying i will retain i will retain, you like that the more i no more heart to study already, you always like sis i know, you think i blind one ah, its obvious lah you like cleverer people when you yourself aint clever at all, talk to you give you suggestion you call me shut up, when sis say anything you wiill talk to her, you think i what invisible one ah, ass hole shit, i tell you the BIGGEST REGRET IN LIFE IS TO BE IN THIS FAMILY! i dont know why i was put in here! if i had a choice i rather be in a not poor family but a family full of love, a family i can talk to when i have problems, i'm yearning for that, i hate this family! since you want to ignore me i will ignore you then ask me do things i wont care, you go ask your bao bei nu er go do! i will still be a happy kid ignoring you!(:

as usual i'm all alone at home, my sis went for bbq & my dad off for a wake!
ahhh & the luggage aint pack yet, who cares i'm not looking forward to it,
alright today we joined the boy's for trg,
alright until 12 plus they played matches, went off to LJS,
alright third level-ed, play Big 2!
i went home after that, my dad fetch me out for tuition yeah!(:
i'm super duper high! but theres some bimbo people in my class oh my GOD!
i miss the times with Fabian, Dao Bin, Hai Yang!):
my best "sisters", they brought me joy,
one was even my boyfriend, aww all over but still friends!(;
so cuteee i miss the time we spent with huang lao shi,
& we played after class always! crapping about people we hate!
told them my problems!(: they are oh-so nice buds lah!
i gonna meet them out soon soon soon!(: sisters wait!
alright i'm home playing some super high music!(:
ok i'm off tomorrow, do me a favour people!(:
tag my board when i'm gone ok! heee i will go to the lan shop to see you girls& guys tag!(:
heee bye bye people!(:
sammy is a super duper high kid!(;

alright i am totally moodless, though i'm going on a holiday in one day time,
my mum is nagging at me since 9 damn pissed off,
alright i totally did nothing today except for my aunt coming to my house for lunch,
but she went off after 15 minutes,
slept woke up went for tution, boring, sat bus back,
typing out my chinese composition now, well got to hand in before the 15th,
so i'm kind of typing it out quickly, those who have not done it good luck,
band one choose three out of five, good luck.

moodless, emo, depression kid.)":

alright yesterday was kind of family day out!(:

all cousins unite as one, we went to Park Royal for buffet cause of Father's Day,

ate ate ate, yummy-licious, went into the TV room & we started taking pictures,

girls boys all take, cameras go snap snap snap!(:

went off at about 2.30, we went to Novena Square Two!(:

cuteee, my mummy sponsored us to the arcade cause she wanted us to wait for her,

my cousins & aunt went too, well they had some rock climbing there,

my aunt went to change for the chance to climb, three chances for three people,

my three younger cousins climb!(: cutee,

went to the arcade first cause it wasnt their turn,

we saw Juz-B, they were performing! their songg are nice(:

arcade-ed for about half an hour my aunt paid!(:

so we did not use my mum's money!

after arcade-ing, we went off to the rock climbing,

my younger cousins are so cute but one of my cousin gave up,

he's too scared but Kerrin made it up all the way! (:

squeeze the rubber ducky and you will be put down,

Kerwin was squeezing the rubben ducky like crazy!(:

after going for rock climbing we ate at Ah Mei,

my mum sent my younger cousin home,

me&aunt&cousins went for the EURO FUN PARKKK!(:

its super duper ex, my uncle dared us to sit the Vortex,

the most challenging one!

Felix, me, my sis agreed we got treated for the ride, 4 tokens we had to buy 11 more,

so 11*2.50=?? , this is the amount we had to pay!

sat it, i scream like a lunatic cause it turn 360 degrees when youre up there!

alright come down legs wobbling, home-ed after that!(:

alrights i am blogging cause no one is at home as usual,
how bored can someone get,
when you start jumping on the bed like some crazy person,
rolling on the floor& start singing at home at the top of your voice,
argh yesterday cant meet up with them): ,
even if i go two i must be back so whats the point,
well yesterday night talk to AHSHUE!(:
her birthday was on the SEVENTH!
alright talk & i went to watched Unstuck In Time,
real nice how i wish i could change history but once it changes,
it becomes scary, so even if you can change it dont change,
i rather it stays the way it was, better than a whole where you dont know whats happening,
alright i was effing tired so i slept early,
watched campus superstar with my sis in the morning,
happily giving comments saying who is ugly,
well i am supporting Shawn, real cute guy!(:
oh well thats all, toodles!(:

GENTING TRIPS!
YorkYing; 10th to 13th
Charmaine; 13th to 16th or 15th
Samantha; 15th to 17th
nice? YorkYing will be going off tomorrow have fun!(:

Yesterday morning i've got a fever plus stomach pain,damn.
so pain till i woke up at 6 plus, i did not want to go to for training,
but cant remember anyone number so i just went ahead,
reach there only YorkYing, PeiQi& Alison was there,
no sec twos they all went for camp, sat there and watch them train,
they did run-ing, drill-ed, &played some matches,
when the match started seriously i wanted to laugh at someone,
nevermind i'm not that mean, they stayed back after training for some short matches,
i played awhile, went to locker,went to KFC,
with Monkey,YorkYing,Charmaine,Tifanny,PeiQi,
after eating we went to play pool at Bishan Golf Academy,
monkey did Prawn Fishing,i went home after awhile,
reach home vomitted out all my food, so it is as good as not eating,
don't think i can go today, sorry Charmaine.):

YorkYing' always think your life the positive side,it may not be a very good life but thats what we have, we just have to live on & live well,think of some happy stuffs,&your life might be more meaningful, &any troubles can tell us ya? dont keep it to yourself, smile(: You are the SUN!(:

Sick damn, don't know if i got the energy to go out.):

i know you hate me,
i know you dislike me,
i know you like sis more,
i know you are just biasity,
but i am controlling,
but i am not showing anything,
but i really cant take it anymore,
i really want to run away,
i tried to get over it,
but i cant,
i cant run,
i cant get over it,
i really cant stand it,
i really feel like leaving my house.

i shall do a post before my blog rots.
saturday i went for my cousin's wedding, well dont really know them,
neither did i talk to them before but wish them all the best.
their wedding was held at Laguna National, Kia Heng&Priscilla all the best(:
alright yesterday was training kind of slack but i finallt could go out!
my mum woke me up at 6.15 when i said 6.50 argh nevermind,
went to junction eight to meet YorkYing, bought breakfast off to school,
saw Janice at the school gate, training did loads of running today,
match-ed, drill-ed,picking of C'division numbers,Janice was the same as me
&yesterday was the Fifth!(:
alright we got a talk from coach he wanted to know all our names,
after that we went off for our lunch, YorkYing,Charmaine,Janice,PeiQi&me ate at Mac,
went off to buy magazines,pulled them to sit 410 green with us, Janice dropped,
aftter was me they went to play pool at the Bishan Golf Academy, home-ed.

Just because no one has been fortunateenough to realize what a gold mine you are,
doesn't mean you shine any less.
Just because no one has been smart enoughto figure out that you can't be topped,
doesn'tstop you from being the best.
Just because no one has come along to shareyour life,
doesn't mean that day isn't coming.
Just because no one has made this race worth while,
doesn't give you permission to stop running.
Just because no one has realized how much of a woman you are,
doesn't mean they can affect your femininity.
Just because no one has come to take the loneliness away,
doesn't mean you have to settle for a lower quality.
Just because no one has shown up who can love you on your level,
doesn't mean you have to sink to theirs.
Just because you deserve the very bestthere is,
doesn't mean that life is always fair.
Just because God is still preparing your king,
doesn't mean that you're not already a Queen.
Just because your situation doesn't seemto be progressing right now,
doesn't mean you need to change a thing.
Keep shining,
Keep running,
Keep hoping,
Keep praying,
Keep being exactly what you are already:....COMPLETE!
Got this from Miss Tan blog real meaningful!(:

sighs this few days are like hell?
forget it i want to go out so much, i went for biology today.
i was completely drench when i reach school, went up for lessons with JiaMei,
she keep telling me they were going out but i cant?
she told me theres a outing for basketball on the 12th but i cant go.
its driving me crazy i want to go out!
i feel real depress when i can go out, how i wish i can sneak out of the house.
forget i shall just be a loner for a whole damn 6 months.
i will go home everyday, go nowhere except home& school.
try being in a house you cant watch TV, no computer for you?
would you be happy?
well i wont.
thats all )": & sorry PeiQi&YorkYing.