Love others, the way you want others to love you.

sighs this few days are like hell?
forget it i want to go out so much, i went for biology today.
i was completely drench when i reach school, went up for lessons with JiaMei,
she keep telling me they were going out but i cant?
she told me theres a outing for basketball on the 12th but i cant go.
its driving me crazy i want to go out!
i feel real depress when i can go out, how i wish i can sneak out of the house.
forget i shall just be a loner for a whole damn 6 months.
i will go home everyday, go nowhere except home& school.
try being in a house you cant watch TV, no computer for you?
would you be happy?
well i wont.
thats all )": & sorry PeiQi&YorkYing.