Thursday, March 17, 2011

Today's the day the results will be back,
trying very hard to picture myself when I see the message from 74688,
I wonder what will be my reaction when I see a pass for all,
or when I see a F beside one module,
fingers crossed I hope it would be the first statement I just made.
I'm not hoping for A's, I'm just hoping for a pass in every module with no supp paper,
please let it come true, I really studied hard for all the exams and did my top-up with a lot of hard work,
please...

Saturday, March 05, 2011

Never ever had I thought my life was screwed till this very day, I'm actually scared and worried for my results.
Maybe it's because I bother now, but it's way too late, just too late. No one will understand it, how much it feels when you see an F in your face along with your name and student ID, it's too much for me to take. I've since it a couple of times this semester already, all which I've been given a chance to retake/try again.
I do not want to take a supp paper, not because it's embarassing, it's because I feel I've put in hard work for it, taking a supp paper is a disappointment for me, way too much for me to take the blow.
Okay I got to stop thinking about it before I start crying again like a baby and the whole shit starts again.
All in all, 17th of March, I pray it'll be good day, 74688, I hope you have good news for me.