Love others, the way you want others to love you.

I cried today cause i failed,
do you know whats the feeling when you put in all your effort and you failed?
Its seriously hard to accept,
i failed my Social Studies, i thought my history would be better but i still failed?
The rest passed, i feel disapointed in myself,
i'm not sad, i'm just disapointed why didn't i do properly,
why why why why why why why?
I have totally no confidence in getting into Sec 4E,
that all i can do, lets pray and hope for the best,
i seriously would rather die than to go Sec 4N,
kill me.