Love others, the way you want others to love you.

Its all lies, yes i know but i chose to deceived myself,
bottle up my feelings one by one,
and soon i'll explode into thin air and wave goodbye,
its never easy deceiving yourself but its good that you know its a lie,
but its hurting to know you are lying to yourself,
this is the second time i cried till my eyes went red,
i don't want to think, and don't wish to think as well,
i shall continue deceiving myself till i die,
because the truth hurts.