Today's the day the results will be back,
trying very hard to picture myself when I see the message from 74688,
I wonder what will be my reaction when I see a pass for all,
or when I see a F beside one module,
fingers crossed I hope it would be the first statement I just made.
I'm not hoping for A's, I'm just hoping for a pass in every module with no supp paper,
please let it come true, I really studied hard for all the exams and did my top-up with a lot of hard work,
please...

Never ever had I thought my life was screwed till this very day, I'm actually scared and worried for my results.

Maybe it's because I bother now, but it's way too late, just too late. No one will understand it, how much it feels when you see an F in your face along with your name and student ID, it's too much for me to take. I've since it a couple of times this semester already, all which I've been given a chance to retake/try again.

I do not want to take a supp paper, not because it's embarassing, it's because I feel I've put in hard work for it, taking a supp paper is a disappointment for me, way too much for me to take the blow.

Okay I got to stop thinking about it before I start crying again like a baby and the whole shit starts again.

All in all, 17th of March, I pray it'll be good day, 74688, I hope you have good news for me.

I have not blogged in 121565698454545454899873617821 years! :D ooops.

Anyway life's pretty much the same,

sleep eat gym watch tv eat sleep, this is practically what I do every single day,

however now I need to add in a new activity, studying,

oh yes, my exams is in 2 days time, cool not? Theory & all not revised yet!

Ah fuck it, I'm gonna head down and study by myself @Novena's starbucks,

feel like a guai kia suddenly, I don't usually do it by myself,

oh well, I hope people will not stare at me giving me the "WTF look she's studying by herself" look!

Ah well, 14 Sept, I'll be freeeeeeeeeeeee, partyy time babies! :D

I'm gonna turn 18 soon, feel so old, but nevertheless, I'm always grateful to have Tallie whose birthday whose 5 days earlier than me, grow older than me first, hahaha! :D

Oh, & I remember his IC number, that's funny!

October babies, Shi Quan & JW, celebrate together okay!

P.S: Htm-ers, we'll get through these shit ass exams soon!

P.SS: All the best H12 girls for the exams! <3>

Love,

Samantha.

Friendship is my number one killer topic now,

talk to me about this, you'll see tears falling immediately.

I guess this kit should come into use.

One more project & we are done with Year 2.1, I can't wait, I can't wait.

School's life has been pretty sucky for me except for SSM,

you never know how much I like SSM more than going to school,

today's SSM was by far the funniest & most fun day,

Mr Zainal even made a decision for something special,

I can't say it cause we made a promise to him to not disclose it to anyone,

but whatever the case, today's lesson was Training for Prof Test 2,

I think the test is much more easier than Prof Test 1, let see if I can get an A, hopefully. :)

Alrights, I'm off to watch my TV now, lazy to post anything already.

Bye world.

P.S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST GIRL, HENG HWEECHANG, HAVE AN AWESOME 17TH, SEE YOU THIS SATURDAY, I <3>

Love,

Samantha.

Because I'm bored. :)
I decided to take sometime while on the school's computer lab to come & update this dead space,
anyways life's been good, so far so good.
SSM is officially going to end in 4 weeks, I can't believed I survived it,
my gel is almost going to finish, I hope it can last a few more weeks! :)
Anyhow, I survived working in Sugarloaf & Top table,
2 weeks & 3 weeks respectively, & actually if you ask me working where is easier,
I would say Top Table is much more easier & in actual fact more fun than Sugarloaf,
so all HTM freshies, don't have a mindset that working in Top Table is not fun,
it's actually really really fun! :) Miss Mark compliment us, (Y).
Next three weeks would be Prof test, heaven I'm coming, 1 hour break,
no longer having to starve for the whole day without eating till 6pm. :)
Alrights, I'm done updating this little space,
shall post some photos next time, if you would like to stalk me as I don't update here frequently,
go to www.twitter.com/sammybumpkin & follow me cause I've locked my tweets,
so make an account people! Twitter is fun! :) Alright bye bye!
P.S: Eclipse with the gays tomorrow.
P.SS: Test on Saturday, HAVEN studied.
P.SSS: Accounting Test is coming, GG.
Love,
Samantha.

Marina Bay Sands and Top Table Captain Update. :)

The girls at Helix! :)

In the hotel room with sista! :}

Sky Park!

Rise Buffet! Major Yums!

Dam Awesome desserts! :P

Just a quick update cause I've nothing to do at home,

so I went to stay at Marina Bay Sands for one night as my mum's friend had a free room,

because he "donated" alot of money to the Casino thus he got free rooms,

but anyway the stay there was great, Sky Park was damn awesome,

the view was magnificent, except for the part that our TV broke down twice,

and they took one over hour just to fix it TWICE, poor service.

But if not, I think it was really great, I didn't get to swim at the swimming pool cause it was raining! :(

Made it up with a awesome international buffet at RISE restaurant at MBS Hotel Lobby,

it's worth the damn 53 bucks to dine in there, though it's only 2 hour and 30minutes,

but the food is like WOW, DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN GOOD.

Go to http://www.facebook.com/#!/profile.php?id=603832539&v=photos if you want to see the buffet spread and other MBS photos I took! :)

Alright now for Top table, I didn't die thanks to Xiao Xuan and Desmond for helping me and guiding me,

I only had to serve two table and that means take two orders only!

It was quite slack during service and we are the first group that return the restaurant and pack up finish at 245pm okay!

Felt so good after service yesterday, and Kenneth was appointed the next head waiter,

he looked so stress so we decided to have dinner together to help him appoint different roles,

Xiao Xuan, Desmond, Kwang Siong, Ying Zhou, Sheena, Melanine and I were trying to help him appoint the right person for the right job! :)

That took a total of 1 whole hour + a little bitching here and there, we finally got everything done,

next week top table service will rock! I'm host, so you people out there,

BETTER WEAR THE CORRECT OUTFIT IF NOT OUT YOU GO! HEHEHEH.

Shall watch my TV now, bye!

P.S: My fruits and porridge diet paid off! I'm so happy!

P.S: Having apple now!

Love,

Samantha.

I'm gonna DIE next week. :(

Yes this is how I'll look next week when Mr Goh's in Top Table staring at us during operations,

I'm the fucking captain for next week, how nice is that?

I was suppose to be waitress with Desmond but now, I can't get what I want,

I didn't want to give trouble to Ying Zhou and his assistant so I just agreed,

if not I'll sound like some spoilt kid wanting what they want. ): FML.

I have a great tendency of saying, "Hi", and Mr Goh is gonna scream, "HI?!",

I need to have great product knowledge of what's the day's menu,

I need to take every single person's order,

I need to know how to write the order properly so it won't get bounced,

I need to know when to fire the desserts,

I need to be able to answer the guest's questions,

I need to meet Mr Goh's expectations, or ALL HELL BREAK LOOSE,

lastly I need to know how to kill myself now. ):

I realised next/3 week, Vivian, Gwen and I have sucky positions,

Vivian is Headwaitress, Gwen is Assistant Head, I'm captain, NICE.

I'm gonna complaint to Gwen and Wan Leng tomorrow, (Y).

Enough of complaining, on a lighter note, I'm meeting my girls for Toy Story 3 on Saturday, this is something to be happy about, YAY. :)

Love,

Samantha.

In order not to let my blog die. :)

Okay I got to admit I really have a great feeling of closing this blog,

not because I hate blogging, it's just that I don't have the time to keep this blog,

shall think about it first as this blog accompanied me through 3 years of my life. :)

Anyways just a quick update about my life,

for the past two weeks because it's school holidays, I have been gymming, doing my projects,

thats all I did actually, except for a few days of going out,

this holiday doesn't feel like a real holiday, it's more for us to finish up our projects,

ah whatever the case I still did enjoy my holidays as I get to gym and stay at home & rot. :D

6 more weeks to the end of this semester, YES AH,

6 more weeks to Shape Run,

3 more weeks to the end of Top Table Service,

I want 6 weeks to pass faster, damn.

Alright I'm off to watch my Teevee and then I'm out for a good feast cause of Father's day tonight, Yay. :)

Love,

Samantha.

Loong Fatt Tau Sar Piah FTW. :D

Have not been blogging like for almost a month cause I'm a lazy kid,

but well I decided to blog today cause I had the most awesome thing on earth today!

Yes, my titles says it all, I had the most awesome Tau Sar Piah on earth,

it's damn nice and delicious, the most authentic one in Singapore,

and the best thing? It's only 60 cents per piece, totally worth it!

This is where it is located, it's just directly opposite Thomson Medical Centre!

Don't get fooled if you don't see any TSP in the oven in front,

walk to the back and tell them your order! :D

They only have two flavours, Salty and the sweet one, that make them the most traditionals one,

there are 4 other "fake" TSP stores there, VERY FAKE in fact,

because they have many other flavours like, Pandan, Pineapple, Green bean?

Thats not good, 639 has the best ones, mmmmm yum yum!

Gonna have another one now, bye!

P.S: I'll blog more often!

Love,

Samantha.

I'll be working in SugarLoaf from tomorrow onwards,

I'll be on the sugarloaf express job which is to sell cookies and what not around school,

if you see me tomorrow PLEASE I BEG YOU, BUY FROM ME OKAY?! :)

I'll love you people doubly much! <3>

Alright, hope to see you people I don't know buying from me, bye!

Love,

Samantha.

Service Methodology Test 1 & School so far. :)

Okay in case you are not a HTM kid, this subject I'm currently taking requires you to look like an idiot,

and they would train you like crazy to be a waiter, take orders,

and after 4 weeks of "all hell break loose", you'll work in Sugarloaf or Top Table,

these two are the restaurant and cafe in the school,

so before you get to work in these two, you got to go through a test,

and that is to serve, clear and setup tables in Top table, the so-called "high-class" restaurant,

so I had my test this week, my serving and clearing was okay,

but setting up was screwed like shit, took wrong knifes,

and all the three lecturers did, was to laugh at me. :P Nice.

But overall, I think I did okay? I hope so, I need to pass it lah, if not I DIE.

Alright, now lets go on to school, all I can say is that projects are now even higher than Mt. Everest,

I don't really like my class, cause all of them are in cliques and all,

I have no clique which is equivalent to not having any friends AT ALL,

during breaks, sometimes I can't meet Wan Leng or Gwen anymore, cause projects are coming,

so I can forsee myself eating lunch alone in school. ): ): ):

I hate this Semester like crazy, but on the other hand like it, because times flies,

and in this semester I tend to listen more in class and study harder,

which is on the other hand good because I'll talk less and listen more. :)

Ah whatever the case is I hope to get by this semester quick and change class,

I really, really don't like my class, I just hope everything change for the better soon...

Love,

Samantha.

Recently saved photos & also an update about my life! :P

Seoul Garden with H12 girls after helping out on registration day, Week 0.

See how gay we are? We all wearing jeans and white tee, cool notzszxzszxszx?

Except for that Tan Wan Leng cause she hates jeans like nobody's business!

We had a great time that day, but many of us K.O-ed after like one hour.

Sentosa 2010 with my relatives and cousins!

This was taken outside Hard Rock Hotel, we went for the opening of Universal Studios,

the merchandise shops are so nice, I seriously hope R.W quickly call me for the interview,

I WANT TO WORK! :D

Overall, Sentosa changed quite a bit so those who had not been there for like years,

time to get your butts there!

Pulau Ubin with GAYS! :)

Yes, I know city kids going to such a rural area, ain't cool okay?

I couldn't stand being there after like 3 hours, but overall experience was alright,

the riding down of the steep slopes were <3ed>

GAYS next time we have to go there well prepared yo! :D

Maritchie Nature Run baby, my fastest timing ever, satisfied like shit. :P

Yup victory jump after we run finish 10km,

my not-so happy cousin after a 14.5 km run, he decided not to jump when we took a jump shot!

Fat Boys with AHWJ. :D

Had a slight catch up with my dearest juniors, Alison Poh Li Shan and Heng HweeChang,

my two most awesome juniors on earth! :D

We slacked around and rot at Starbucks for the night,

it was great, we should meet up again when we all have a break again, okayy?

Collection of SSM Uniforms with H12 Girls! :D

Yes, it's the collection of the ugliest uniform on earth man! :D

Haha, but so far for SSM I can say I love & hate it,

love it cause Mr Goh jokes can be really funny and when he does the loser sign,

hate it cause I look like shit! ): But it's alright, work's starting soon, less hell to pay,

SUGARLOAF BABY, SUPPORT ME KAY, TP KIDS.

Suki Sushi w/ Nette & Tong! :P

Yes yes, I know I eat alot of buffet, but I do excercise it off okay? :P

Haahaha, the company was great so as the food, AWESOME.

Update about my life now!

My life as a Year 2, so far I can only say it's alright, but my group member are like...

I think I can get good grades, so you know how my group mates are like. :D

I still don't really have friends in class cause everyone have a clique, WHICH SUCKS,

I only have Gwen & Wan Leng to depend on every break, but that's enough. :)

Projects and work are piling in now, there's a break tomorrow,

cause of Campus Care Network day, my class is not involved so NO CLASS BABY AFTER 11AM,

going to Suki Sushi with the H12 girls, HELL YEAH,

Gwen just texted me and said SUKI SUSHI WOOOOO, hahahah! :D

This is so funny, I got to say it here, alright I need to get my mind into doing accounts homework,

and then get to sleep, & when I know it would be the next morning!

CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW, H12 AH YO AH YO YEEEEEHAAAAAAA.

Love,

Samantha.

FML, WHY AIN'T I STAYING IN HOUGANG OR SOMETHING?!
Reason for me saying this? Cause all the fucking good food is there,
I just like googled where is the best min jiang kueh in singapore,
okay pardon me, I'm bored alright, like B-O-R-E-D! :D
& all the votes went to the one at Kovan food centre, FML lah,
I want it so badly now, all I can have now is Jollibean which is effing near my house, J8? ):
And I found another awesome thing on kaya swiss roll in Singapore,
I never knew Singapore had this swiss roll thing,
it's at beach road according to my dad, I shall beg him like a million times tomorrow to bring me go get it. (: Hopefully he agrees and bring me there,
another goody I found was 717's durian puff, again FML it's at Hougang,
why is all the good food at HOUGANG? Thomson, hello good food?
Okay there is lah, like the duck rice, Icekimo, Rochor Beancurd, Noodles,
but FML these are not my favourites, arghhhhhh!
Oh & fuck, I just did a whole post on food, hahahaha greedy or what,
I need to reward myself okay, no good food for 3 to 4 months already. (:
Alright off to sleep and think of a way to get my dad to bring me to Kandanhar street tomorrow,
hopefully he will bring me, OMG I need to think of a plan quick, shall do that in the gym. :P
Tata people!
Love,
Samantha.

My first week of school as a Junior.

Okay what should I say first? FML, yes this is a very good phrase to sum up my first week.

On Monday, I had my SSM, for those not in HTM,

it's a subject whereby we have to work in the school's restaurant,

and dress up like some nerds with aprons, and hair tied up in a BUN, yes a BUN,

I'm lucky I wasn't late for the first day, cause the lecturer is a fierce ass,

and he scolded/screamed at literally all the late comers, nice.

Okay thats not the whole main point, the whole main point is that I look like shit,

and I have to carry bricks weekly during this subject to train for the opening of the restaurant. FML.

Okay enough of ranting, next on, tuesday I had no school,

wednesday came school for an hour/less than an hour,

thursday went for lecture with Gwen and the rest, hell yeah I got friends every wednesday to friday,

okay next on was today, went for business etiquette lecture and I have to dress up in full suit every friday,

I shan't complaint cause at least I won't look as retarded as I look every Monday. :D

Okay that wraps up my first week of school, guess what? I have no friends YET.

Nevermind, shall make more friends in the coming week,

oh I have to buy ALOT of stuffs during the weekend, better make a list down now,

alright see you readers in a week or so time! :D

Love,

Samantha.

2XU Compression Run 2010, Sentosa Beach. (: 12KM Race.

Okay firstly, I got to congratulate myself of not dying in this race at all,

or rather this is one of the best race I ever run, the timing and all perfect. :P

I clocked in at 1h45minutes for 12km, I wanted to clock in at 1h30minutes,

but I was too tired to continue when I hit Palawan for the second time,

and one thing I realized while running this race? SENTOSA HAS HELL LOADS OF SLOPES.

I almost died when I saw the slopes one after another,

the first one when I saw, I was thinking, okay lah one slope slowly run and climb it,

then who knows, in came another and another, I can die literally! :P

But I did well for this race, yeeeeeeehaaaaaaaa!

My next race would be at Maritchie Reservoir for a 10km race, hopefully I would have a better timing!

Alright, I need to plan my time for baking tomorrow, three items in 5 hours?

Or should I just bake two items? Ahhh, think about it again! :D

P.S: I got a 50$ Novena shopping centre voucher from this race cause my mum answered a random question by them, yay shopping! And I'm going to get a addidas watch, yeeeeehaaaa!

Love,

Samantha.

There's a race in 5 hours time, I'm dead, GG-fied. :P
Alright so I'm going for a 12km race at Sentosa later on at 745am,
but I got to be up by 530am cause my aunts want to be there early,
for parking lot and all, I can totally foresee me running for 45minutes and giving up,
hahahahaha! :D
I think the whole trip I will think of how should I space out my time on Monday,
thats because I want to bake Oreo muffins, they look so awesome!
But I don't think I will do it on Monday too rush already ah,
I'm already baking white chocolate chip peanut butter muffins and cheesecake brownies,
that would take me 3 hours already! Oh noooooooo, shall see how it goes, anyway I have enough ingredients at home. (:
Okay I shall go and think about it while I run later in the morning! Bye!
P.S: Hello, the rest of the H12 girls, reply me at the tag board! Only Hui Yi and Wan Leng have replied me! ):
Love,
Samantha.

Chocolate Chip Muffins: Success! :D

So here I go again bragging about my awesome chocolate chip muffins,

I got my recipe online, it's really an idiot proof recipe cause even I can do it. :D

I followed Gwen's instructions to READ THE INTRUCTIONS CAREFULLY,

and what to put in first and what to put in second,

so I went to get my recipe online first then I went to the grocery store yesterday,

yes I bought a lot of things, they cost a bomb but I've totally decided to invest in baking,

and I'm going to the grocery store to get some peanut butter, nutella and white chocolate chips,

cause I'm going to make nutella cupcakes, peanut butter cupcake/peanut butter and white chocolate blondies. :D

Okay let me continue with my post.

So firstly, I took out ALL the ingredients that I needed,

Mix all the ingredients in and TADA my mixture was done so quickly,

oh I added the chocolate chips in last as I felt that the chocolate chips will melt,

& after you put it in, place it in the MUFFIN SHAPE aluminium foil baking thing,

remember use the MUFFIN SHAPED one!

Because I use the below tray and my muffins failed, so I wasted 9 muffins. ):

Oh I also added a walnut at the top so that it would help take away the some of the chocolatey taste,

so smart right, okay not actually. (:

& after all these steps, into the oven at 175 degrees and bake for 15 to 20 minutes,

TADA awesome muffins are done, okay I got to say, the taste is okay but it's a little hard,

next time I shall take it out the minute it's done, and don't really care about browning it. (:

Okay next thing, I'm gonna bake is peanut butter cupcakes and cheesecake brownies,

for these two items, my dearest poly friends will get to taste them! :D Say Xiexie!

Haha, alright I'm off to watch videos to sleep later tonight so I would wake up later tomorrow,

and go to the gym late as I'm meeting the girls late tomorrow at 6pm to have dinner near my house. :P

Bye!

P.S: Gwen, Hui Yi, Emma, Eleanor, Wan Leng and Vivian, can we please have seoul garden after the registration thing? Pretty please, I'll bake you people nutella cupcakes in return, okay okay, please please? Leave a tag, if you're fine with it okay, it should be around 14 to 15bucks.

Love,

Samantha.

Cause I'm lazy like that. :D

Alright I know, its been a thousand years since I last blogged,

and my blog is kind of DEAD, I guess?

Well, my life has just been... Boring,

okay actually not that boring if I think about it,

last week, I went out with Hui Yi, Gwen, Wan Leng on alternate days man,

Vivian only joined us for one day cause she was busy,

had quite a fruitful week last week, but I still think my life sucks,

but don't everyone rot at home during the holidays?

Rotting is just so funn, oh my. :P Oh now my favourite show on TV is Hell's Kitchen II,

its so nice watching then cook and of course getting scolded,

tomorrow is the finale so I need to get up earlier to get to the gym,

& after I posted the post on weird people, they seem to have disappeared from the gym,

awwwwww, come back weird people, I need some entertainment in the gym. (:

Haha, alright, I will do a post on Sentosa chalet soon, too lazy to save pictures from facebook.

Bye for now, watching Incredible tales noww! :D

P.S: Daddy is going to get me a new camera, yipeeeeee, it will be all mineee! :D

P.SS: I had to get my ass to the gym at 11 as my show starts at 4pm, shitszxsxzxs, need to wake up early!

P.SSS: Happy birthday to my irritating sister, Amanda Lim Jia Yan. :D Though she is irritating, I still love her, its her birthday tomorrow hence I decided not to go out with the girls as we are having dinner together tomorrow, so sorry girls, meet you all next time, EMMA AND ELEANOR, I MISS YOU TWOOOO! <3s.

Love,

Samantha.

Just a short post! :D
Alright I only can post short cause I need to pack my things in 10 minutes,
my aunt is fetching me at 10am,
oh shit, so much stuff not packed guess I'll get slaughtered by her. :P
Anyways, my life has been real boring, going some places and home each time,
and of course the main highlight of this post is my grandfather's birthday dinner,
wooo I saw my cousin who is going to get married in October,
the fiancee? Haha, no comments, just a typical Malaysian girl,
ya make up the face in your mind uh. :P
Haha, alright the dinner was awesome just that I don't really appreciate abalone,
so I gave mine to the younger kids,
and the rest was okay, there was even a "choir" to sing birthday song,
haha how cool is that?!
Alright I needa pack my stuff, check out my facebook for updates for the next three days,
as I will be in Sentosa and Itouch is all I'm bringing! :D
Sayonara, see you people in three days time!
P.S: I packed my cupboard, weeehooo! Daddy's going to do a revamp for meeee, yipeeeee!
P.S: I typed all these out in 5 minutes, fast not?
Love,
Samantha.