3 Grandsons with Grandpa.













5 GrandDaughters with Grandpa.













Granpa's Son & Daughters.













GrandSons&Daughters with Grandpa.













The three ladies.

Cousins.

Squeezing time.

The fire lights up the star.

Beautiful picture, all heads in.

Heads in.

Me, Zayne, Fiona & Amanda.

Romantic Dinner.

Birthday cake.

West-end Boutique Restaurant.

Alright i was seriously very lazy to post yesterday cause it was late when i came back,
well yesterday morning i went for my three hour tuition,
i manage to complete Mrs Quah homework there,
and i bought lunch for my sister and went home,
rest for a while and out again for my english tuition with Jia Wei,
after tuition i rush down to my grandma house,
my aunts and uncle reach already, so we headed down to the restaurant,
we kept taking photos, from table to table we kept taking till our food came,
ate already and we took photos with our grandfather,
sang the birthday song and we all hug him,
after eating, my uncle decided to go Vivo City since it was just round the corner,
we all headed there but my mother, father, uncle all went off first,
Vivo city was not so crowded, we had our fun there enjoying the sea view,
well we saw this couple quarelling, they scream and shout,
guy: i can change for you.
girl: i don't want you to change, i want you to be what you are!
we walked away and decided to go back and watch again,
guy: you don't attitude me
girl: Scream is not attiude! ( repeat it three times)
guy: Ok, Ok i'm sorry for what i've done.
girl: sorry is too late already!
girl: you have not been a good boyfriend, when i ask you something to do, you should have think, ok i'm a good boyfriend then you should do this for me!
guy: (keeping quiet).
alright thats all i heard with my cousins, and we were immitating them,
my aunt before we walked off scolded them and said they were hell noisy,
the whole whole was looking at them,
my aunt said next time this kind of situation just break,
we all had our fun there, but it still seems funny without grandma,
in the end we all walked around again, and finally back to our cars,
Jam on the way home, reach home at 11.40.
Pictures in the next post.
I dreamt of Grandma, but she left so soon.

I'm kind of bored got i got nothing to do now,
i'm shall go read my SS notes later on if i have the mood,
well today, had English in the morning did the oral test,
kind of easy but i did not write much cause nothing got into my head,
i went for Maths next, we talked about our Secondary one life,
hell load of stuffs, love letters and so on,
hilarious, me Ashley Zuo Yang we talked almost the whole lesson,
next was POA, hell boring i slept for awhile only,
Recess-ed, Chemistry, went through notes and the test came,
it was quite hard in the front, at the back quite easy,
but i've no confidence to pass it at all ): ,
after school i suppose to follow my dog to the polyclinic but i did not, sorry ): ,
went to meet with my girls instead, talked at MOS,
then to open air, we played truth or dare there,
i never got spin at, so i had fun telling the others what to do,
P&C no one is allowed to say out, after a hell load of fun, we all headed home.
I've got no choice, but to repeat the past mistakes.

Alright i'm just so lazy to post,
today had a little talk with Mr goh, regarding some issures,
and me and Ashley went back to class,
while my girlfriends had detention,
POA, SS, Chemistry, Chinese,
thats for the front part,
so many subjects right? nevermind, i went through all,
after recess was Biology and Mr Goh is funny,
we all love him now, Miss Ngiam came back to teach us,
went for Physics, Thomas cried, ohyes, that irritance,
me and my tall friend hates him, always finding trouble with us,
after school waited for nothing, i went for tuition with Sara after that.
I tolerating all i can just for you not to scold me,
butiseeminvisibleinyoureyes,youdon'treallycareofwhatididallyouknowistoscoldme,
i'mfedupwithyoumaybebecausei'mjustsoinvisibleinyoureyes.***fes.

ENOUGH OF ALL THESE RUBBISH, I HAVE GOT ENOUGH OF IT ALREADY, YOU TREAT ME LIKE AS THOUGH I'M A INVISIBLE PERSON, LIKE HELLO, I'M HERE NOT INVISIBLE OK? I TALK TO YOU, YOU GAVE ME A COLD SHOULDER AND WHEN I ASK YOU SOME THINGS AGAIN, YOU CALLED ME TO SHUT UP. & WHEN AMANDA ASK YOU SOMETHING YOU GO, YES, WHAT ABOUT MINE? AM I LIKE A NO-NO HUMAN AT ALL? I'M STILL PRESENT OK? THOUGH I ALWAYS QUARELL WITH YOU, AND YOU ALWAYS LIKE TO COMPLAINT ABOUT ME, I STILL TREAT YOU AS MY MOTHER. HOW MUCH HATRED I HAD WITH YOU, I JUST SWALLOW IT DOWN AND I DON'T WANT TO RAKE UP ALL THE PAST, CAUSE I BELIEVE THE FUTURE WILL BE A BETTER ONE, BUT I'M SERIOUSLY WRONG, I'M WRONG ABOUT EVERYTHING, ABOUT HOW WILL THE FUTURE BE LIKE, HOW WILL EVERYTHING BE LIKE. I'M JUST SO WRONG, I'M IN A STATE WHERE I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO I AM, WHERE AM I NOW? YOU ARE MAKING ME LIKE THAT, NOT THAT I WANT TO, YOU ALWAYS DEMORALIZED ME BY SAYING THAT I WILL FAIL, AND YES I HAVE THIS MINDSET NOW THAT I MAYBE CHANNELED TO 4N NEXT YEAR, WHO GAVE ME THIS THOUGHT, WHO MAKE ME THINK LIKE THIS? ITS YOU, YOU TOLD ME YOU WILL NEVER PASS, YOU NEVER EVEN REWARD ME WHEN I DO WELL, ITS ALWAYS DADDY, ALL YOU SAY IS YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT RIGHT? WELL YES I CAN, BUT CAN'T YOU JUST REAWRD ME OR GIVE ME SOME ENCOURAGING WORDS THAT WILL PUSH ME FURTHER AND LET ME STUDY EVEN HARDER THAN BEFORE, THATS THE REASON WHY I DON'T WANT TO SHOW YOU MY REPORT BOOK ALWAYS, YOU WILL ALWAYS NAG AND SAY YOU ARE JUST SO DUMB. YES I'M DUMB BUT LOOK AT YOURSELF BEFORE SCOLDING PEOPLE, I'M DISAPOINTED AND ANGRY, DISAPOINTED CAUSE I HAVE A MOTHER WHO DON'T REALLY CARE THAT SHE HAS TWO DAUGHTERS, IT SEEMS LIKE SHE HAS ONLY ONE, I'M ANGRY CAUSE I CAN'T TOLERATE IT ANYMORE. I HAD ENOUGH OF EVERYTHING, TEASING IN SCHOOL, EVERYTHING, LITERALLY EVERYTHING, I HAVE NO GOAL IN LIFE NOW, I JUST TAKING A STEP DAY BY DAY, HOPING IT WOULD BE A BETTER ONE BUT IT TURN OUT TO BE SOMETHING WORST OFF, I'M TIRED, THATS ALL I CAN SAY.

Alright i'm going to post cause i'm so bored,
my sister just took my phone and started taking photos of herself,
ok now my phone has literally alot of her photos,
Nevermind, anyway Jeanette and my Dear Dog came to my house today,
they used my gym, My dog was the lastest and she always said she will be the first there,
so we walked to the gym and worked out,
i think my dog gain weight instead of losing, she was eating sweets,
anyway me and Jeanette work out alot,
after that we got to push my dog away to home cause she can't come to my house,
we talked her out for 15 minutes ok and we agreed to go home,
after that i headed home and went to rest and eat my lunch,
at 3 went for my tuition, i got myself a pen, a shirt and a pants i'm happy,
jeanette went to the popular also, but she was there later than i,
Jia Wei went to cut hair so he missed one whole part of the lesson,
Nervermind he keep asking me for answers, bad guy,
after tuition i headed to my Grandma house to wait for my mum,
and end up alot of my aunts and uncle came,
so we went for dinner together, my cousin house is in a mess cause they were packing the storeroom,
i saw my aunt's last time sewing machine, my Grandfather bought it for them for their O's,
after eating went back to my grandma house and home.

Alright i'm lazy to post but still it was a fun day so i've got to post,
anyway we got caught early in the morning by Mr Goh,
cause we chase Miss Ngiam away yesterday, he chided us when we aren't really in the wrong,
alright maybe but Miss Ngiam should not have scolded us for no apparent reason also,
Nevermind about it, went for english i listened because Miss Aljunied was teaching some compo stuffs,
after that was Maths, Miss Wong was kind of piss,
she changed my seat, i can't sit with Dear Asho anymore,
went down for POA, it was kind of boring but i had fun with Jia Mei tickling her,
went for Recess,& up for Chemistry, Mrs Quah scolded those who never do their work for ONE whole period,
so lesson-ed only for a period, i was expecting more, after school waited for Ashley,
& off we went to Sakae Sushi, Jia Mei and Alison ate at Delifrance,
because the buffet only starts at 3, we went to Novena to shop first,
went there and immediately went to Flash and Splash,
well Ashley and Demi within 15 minutes both spent 80++ bucks there,
they bought the same Volcom bag, me and Vanessa only stared at them buy,
& went to buy the muffins and off back to Bishan,
I went to buy my Little Miss Greedy shirt, & saw Demi's mum,
after that off to Sakae, we had hell loads of fun there,
we spilled drinks and i took some videos it was hilarious,
oh thank you Auntie for the meal, Demi's Mum paid our bill, thanks,
we ate alot for an hour, its like tons, ate finish and we went to walk around,
Me, Demi, Vanessa has the same keychaine, its Jack,
& i got two new pooh keychains, i'm happy,
went home with Ashley, she wanted to sit 52 which resulted in,
we seeing three 410 White and Green Plates, & two 55,
we waited for 45 minutes then the bus came, we both were dead tired and home-ed.
Stop all the teasing, I hate it but i know i got no control over it, since i'm like so invisible.

Alright i'm lazy to post but still it was a fun day so i've got to post,
anyway we got caught early in the morning by Mr Goh,
cause we chase Miss Ngiam away yesterday,
he chided us when we aren't really in the wrong,
alright maybe but Miss Ngiam should not have scolded us for no apparent reason also,
Nevermind about it, went for english i listened because Miss Aljunied was teaching some compo stuffs,
after that was Maths, Miss Wong was kind of piss,she changed my seat,
i can't sit with Dear Asho anymore,went down for POA,
it was kind of boring but i had fun with Jia Mei tickling her,
went for Recess,& up for Chemistry,
Mrs Quah scolded those who never do their work for ONE whole period,
so lesson-ed only for a period, i was expecting more,
after school waited for Ashley,& off we went to Sakae Sushi,
Jia Mei and Alison ate at Delifrance,because the buffet only starts at 3,
we went to Novena to shop first,went there and immediately went to Flash and Splash,
well Ashley and Demi within 15 minutes both spent 80++ bucks there,
they bought the same Volcom bag,
me and Vanessa only stared at them buy,
& went to buy the muffins and off back to Bishan,
I went to buy my Little Miss Greedy shirt, & saw Demi's mum,after that off to Sakae,
we had hell loads of fun there, we spilled drinks and i took some videos it was hilarious,
oh thank you Auntie for the meal,
Demi's Mum paid our bill, thanks,we ate alot for an hour,
its like tons, ate finish and we went to walk around,
Me, Demi, Vanessa has the same keychaine,
its Jack,& i got two new pooh keychains, i'm happy,
went home with Ashley, she wanted to sit 52 which resulted in,
we seeing three 410 White and Green Plates, & two 55,
we waited for 45 minutes then the bus came,
we both were dead tired and home-ed.
Stop all the teasing, I hate it but i know i got no control over it, since i'm like so invisible.

I don't know what to blog as school is so boring,
well Maths, free period cause Miss Wong went to invigilate,
Miss Vasuki lesson;SS, we made her laughed,
Recess; eat,
Chinese; Test, i know how to do with the help of modern technology,
History; some boring stuffs, and Jia Mei pinched me,
After school Programme
Physics; i was reading Russell Lee book 15,
Junction Eight-ed with Monkey, Jeanette, Vanessa, Charmaine, Katrina, Jia Mei, & XueFen,
I bought my delicious youghurt and i went home with Spongebob.
& Sorry dog, i will get back your science workbook tomorrow,(I'm so absentminded),
&Demi thank you for the High School Musical Keychain.
Two Things i can't do till 17th october
1) Felix and I can't celebrate our birthdays on 13th October with our family.
2) Can't go to anyone house, except for Christians who don't believe in these Chinese Customs.

Basically i just got my ass off my bed and help to do some tiring chores,
then out for lunch at serangoon,
& went home and out for tuition, but when i reach there they wasn't,
& i called my mother she went oh yah i forget to tell you,
well i quarelled with her over the darn phone, she got slam down by me a few times,
so i dashed for my english lesson, i was late,
and it resulted in me sitting in a crowd of boys,
after that my cousins said they wanted bubble tea so i went to buy for them,
went up to my grandma house and started talking there,
soon all my uncle and aunties came talk all those,
& watch Bruce Almighty, and went home, that makes my day.
It feels funny without my grandma constant naggings, sighs.
I'm sneezing and using tissue like its free, & eating panodol till it ran out of stock, i'm not going for training tomorrow, i'm just going to do the chinese project worksheet and going home.

Alright i woke up damn early today,
like at 9.15 i bathe and i went out for my tuition,
cause i missed alot of tuition i've got to make up,
went for tuition with Sara we were there for three hours?
or even lesser i forget i wandered about and i watched a volleyball match,
well Ix Shen and Ben Ong was there they were just beside me,
soon my mum came went to the bank make all the procedures,
and she just walk off, then she call me come meet her,
waste of my time, i just went for my english tuition with Jia Wei,
did the sentence structure,after that my dad came to fetch me,
& i complained to him, i said some people call me meet her,
& that some people just don't care about me,
Went to fetch my grandfather for dinner, we had a good dinner,
after that i went home with my aunt.
Sorry Jia Wei for being Dao uh?

Three simple things i did today,
-Tuition-ed
-Met up with my cousins & Sean, took some dumb photos?
-Eat medicine.
-Thats my day.
&Reporters are total craps, don't ever believe their words, cause they assume, they don't confirm.

Alright i was suppose to follow Jean, Van and Kat to sing Kbox today?
but i did not feel like and plus i had tuition so i did not go,
morning i woke up early? i started doing my holidays homework,
did a little bit on chemistry and i went to watch TV,
my sister woke up and off we went to junction eight,
ate at thai express with my aunt and my two cousins,
my cousin went back while my younger cousin followed me my mother and my sis out,
went out for awhile, bought stuffs, then went back to junction eight again,
went to NTUC to grab some stuffs,
& they went home i went for my tuition,
so long i had not had my tuition did a little work there and went home,
went home eat medicine, cause my cousin pass his fever to me,
in fact almost three of my cousins have fever already,
going to my grandma house tomorrow to see my grandfather,
thats all.

Alright this morning i just went to collect my Grandma Ashes,
each grand children must put in one,
then we walk all the way to her block there,
block E, 0102, she called home there, we all prayed and all of us had to kneel down,
& say what we wanted to say to my grandma,
then we went downt to burnt paper again,
then all went to my grandma house to clear her things, she got alot of photographs,
we all saw and started teasing our parents? i was looking at it,
i slept for awhile, then woke up and help clear some stuffs,
we are all going to frame up the photo,
now my cousins and aunts at my house, i'm going to my grandma house later at 10,
cause tomorrow is the 7th day, according to the Chinese,
the dead will come back to see us for awhile, just do everything as normal,
so yea thats all for the day.
I miss my Grandma, i'm hope she's doing fine.

STAY STRONG COUSINS.
today was the crementation ceromony which is the last day of the wake,
had not been home for three days,
well thats all, tomorrow we will be collect my Grandma Ashes,
anyway today was a very emotional scene when it was push in,
my 5 year old cousin cried he knew what was going on,
goodbye grandma.

Alrights i'm slacking ok! i'm doing my history conclusion for the four girls including me!
I'm like lying, how dumb of me! Anyway went to school today late cause i miss the bus!
Sorry uh Baboon, first period was maths and i was doing my homework,
cause i don't want the homework system ok? Anyway i improved for my maths!
i got 33.4 upon 100, though a fail but at least a E8 better than a F9,
started crapping with Ashley and down we went for SS oh my god boring lesson!
I slept and got called up three times and had to stand behind,
i purposely talk to let Miss Vasuki catch me back to my seat, & she did!
How smart of me, anyway i failed my History like the lowest for Secondary Three express!
20/50, highest is one freako from 3e3 MeiHong, 42/50, how the hell did she study?!
Anyway went for Recess early, cause we were good boys and girls today,
Ate and i went up for Chinese, stop giving me some fucking excuses ok?!
went for History total fun, but god damn i hate one person from 3e3,
yay, cause Aloysius join us the noisy group, & Boo to the person that i hate!
went off after history to Monkey's house we did the project ok,
but we ended up laughing at each other sutpidity! Vanessa say History students are craps,
Geography students are craps too! Thiss applies to Vanessa only!
Anyway I almost died doing with Monkey cause she hits my head,
and we smses while we were doing, i screamed at her to do the work faster and we ended up laughing!
so its kind of complete already, hooray and went to the bubble tea shop with Jia Mei, Jeanette,
Vanessa went back to school, and we sat bus home!
Tease more, i don't care anymore, at the most i won't talk to you people.
Charmaine Lew is happily playing with her Deal or no deal cause goody good sammy sent her!
& No one is tagging me, i'm so sad. ):

I'm lazy to post! ok but i got to write this cause i promise my Physco Dog!
I LOVEEE CHARMAINEEE LEWWW MY PHYSCOOO DOGGG!(:

Alright i woke up at 4.15 today and rolling around my bed for 45 minutes how fun?
& "Hey hey you you", i woke up by that sound, went to bathe,
sms and calling my Physco Dog to wake up,
she replied me saying she woke up already, good, i walked all the way out to the main road,
darn it, its super duper creepy and dark, nevertheless i got out there,
& jean's dad came to fetch us to the MRT station,
met Winnie, Charmaine & Monkey there, sat MRT all the way to city hall,
we reach city hall at 6.27, how early first time in my life,
then train-ed all the way to Tanah Merah, XueFen and HweeChang boarded at one of the stops,
then we all headed down, reach there at 7.05, called Mr Leong he was still at home,
we went to eat Breakfast first at Macdonalds, & there after we went to the departure hall again,
& OAC, graduated students & some sec fours, Sec threes, Basketball girls all came down,
well i shall name those who were there and i know,
XueFen, HweeChang, Monkey, Jeanette, Charmaine, Winnie, Me, Janice, Rick, Huanni, Kingsley, Ian, Shih Quan and more and more,
we started chatting and fighting, i got blue blacks,
Mr leong took photos with us, & at 8.05 we had to say goodbye to him,
we followed him behind and say bye bye when he walked in,
he will only be back next summer which is next june, we'll miss him ): ,
went to sit MRT back to bishan, all were sleeping,
i can sleep anywhere i go, went back to bishan, & i bus-ed home alone,
reached home i slept for three hours and out i went for my tuition-ed,
shit that Bimbo laughing her shit ass off, forget it sms-ed and i went home-ed.
Peoplq if you want the photos get them from me online, cause i'm too lazy.
I swallowed down all the teasing & what i've got out was a smile, i maybe me smiling on the outside, but the inside it don't seem right, sighs.

Alright new phone to school, it went to school together with me,
but i had no songs cause i did not have memory card yet,
had English the first period, thank you Demi for the Memory card,
play with it around, and went up for Maths, i owe Miss Wong loads of homework,
next was POA, as usual i think i got anothe offence on my list,
all thank you Miss Diana Koh, Recess was up next,
Ate and off i went for Chemistry, actually we were suppose to go to the lab,
but there wasn't any time left so, we stayed in class, i saw my Chemistry Test paper,
i pass. 24/40, Alrights lesson ended,
waited to go for Chinese oral, our topic was on Li Mao, kind of ok,
then thats when my Singlish all comes out, "Lah, Lor, Then" ,
i controlled but it still blurted out from my mouth,
went for HAC games but in the end we did not play, had fun there took some photos,
and off we went to Missy Donuts,
Me, Monkey, XueFen, HweeChang, Darren, Jeanette, Jia Mei, Katrina, Vanessa, Charmaine, Demi,
Vanessa, Jeanette, Demi, Charmaine and Me queued for the donuts,
It was a total Chaos, me and Charmaine sweared that this will be our first and last time there,
Alright we went to meet the rest, some went off first but we eneded meeting in the train,
i slept in the train dead tires, reach Junction eight and home we all went.
& these are making me not right, my life isn't wonderful.

Alright i'm just so lazy to post luh!
anyway got my ass to school i tell you dreams do come true ok?
last night i dream-ed that i got 24/40 for my chemistry test ok!
POA first period, so boring i was having fun talking to Demi and smsing Ashley went she is just beside me!
Alright at POA was SS same room, just a change of seats, i hate Hong Wei Xiang ok!
Bloddy bastard! anyway it was Chemistry never take back paper yet cause of An Cheng!
Nevermind went for Chinesee after that i read the whole newspaper can,
alright after that went for Recess and up for Biology,
that Miss Ngiam & just jolly well get lost! after biology was Physics TEST!
so hard! we all complaint we the hell invented roller coasters haha!
its was hell funny, after school we went for Chemistry Practical!
its damn fun, Asho was my partner, my astro boyy with her! ):
i stayed back to ask Mrs quah for our marks, there is only thirteen people who pass,
me demi and jia mei pass already the rest good luck!
& my score was 24/40! what is a concidence!
Anyway i was super duper happy ok! i was screaming my ass off!
after that i cabbed down for tuition and tuition-ed with Sara,
after tuition i show my dad the prove that i pass and he went i just went to order only,
then can only collect tomorrow, then he say he bought the black one for me!
went to my granny house that time he suddenly pull over and went to his car boot!
& tada there was my Golden S500i! i'm like damn happy!(:
Alright i'm tired now seeyous!

Alright my hands are like freaking busy, smsing and typing!
today i reach school late all thanks you that ONG SHU HU!
Nevermind got there and went for HAC as usual walk, & Mr tan ask if we wanted to join the Games,
& we agree-ed to it, so people Friday Cathoilic High, Support!
Morning had Maths test, sighs i don't know how to do but.., nevermind,
I failed my common test too, how dumb of me!
Anyway had SS, i slept nice to sleep, then after that i went for Recess,
was released early finally for ONCE! After that went for Chinese, did ying yong wen test,
I finished it at 12.25, i went to sleep but today was so HOT!
Nevermind, went down for History, its such a funny lesson,
did not study much today cause the whole class was literally laughing and laughing!
After school sat at the bench for awhile, then we went up for Physics Practical,
i went ok? After that went down to look for the girls and off we went to Long House,
Me, XueFen, Vanessa, Jia Mei, Jeanette, Charmaine Lew & Monkey,
we ate there, yummy! After that i went home and realise i had no keys,
so i went to my aunt's house to get my keys and went home again!
Haier= Vanessa
HaiEr's Boyfriends= My daughter In law= XueFen! haha!
Oh ya! Yorkying, Jia Mei, Kenneth, Daryl, Vivien, Demi, Darren& some more Jia You for tomorrow's Presentation!(:

Alright i'm kind of bored now so i'm blogging,
morning as usual got to school,
Ashley you were late!
nevermind we went up for Biology, yay! Miss Ngiam did not come,
so Miss Ngiam never come = Three periods free,
me and Jia Mei were reading magazine and next i was playing Jia Mei's PSP,
had so much fun, and as usual lazy Ashley was sleeping!
Anyway after Biology was PE but it was raining so up to the library,
how great i got a big fat 0 for POA, how great? sighs.
Alright went down for Recess and up for Chinese, well getting my chinese results i was kind of happy,
i've got 55/70 first time, cause usually i will get only 44 or a little higher,
i'm just so happy with my results now my daddy say one more test, cause Chinese not counted,
ok fine! i'm going to get that phone ok?
Went for POA after my Chinesee, had lesson did homework in class or rather copying,
nevermind do finish and school ended,
went to change clothes and soon coach came, there is a 3 on 3 converse Basketball tournament,
Me, Monkey, Xue Fen & Yorkying one team then the rest still got,
we going to sent out Three teams, after all the discussion we went to run teachnical block,
10 rounds, did 5 sets of log lifting and 30 push ups, & off we went to do some dribbling and drills,
its damn painful! my muscles now are all aching, went home and bathe change, got out,
& bought Jeanette's Belated present, Charmaine Lew owes me money now!
Anyway bought it went for tuition and home.
My grandma is going for an operation tomorrow, hope she will be fine.

Alright i'm currently talking to Charmaine online now!
I found a blogskin for her, she got to thank me ok? I don't care.
Anyway i woke up this morning and finally i could wake up and jog with my aunt,
went to RI there started running up to the traffic light and all the way down towards Ang Mo Kio,
Reach the start point of Bishan Park 2 and i turn back to Ri, ran toawrds Junction Eight there,
& back to RI, i was damn tired, me and my aunt took 30minutes,
went to see my Cuties cousins, i saw them, they gave me a lovely hug!
Alright here comes something bad, my Grandma called my sister saying she has a bad stomack pain,
so we immediately bathe and went out with my father and mother,
went to her house, got her and sent her to SGH, reach there got to queue for at least three hours,
i mother pressed them, i went off for my tuition and after my tuition i headed home,
my sister say Grandma got to stay in hospital cause it was quite serious,
hope she's fine. ):
I stayed at home with my sister and thats all, did not see my Cuties for long today,
got to help Charmaine change her blogskin now, bye bye.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAMEI!

Alright basically i had nothing to do today,
i was studying today cause i was told to, but i ended up watching and study at the same time,
watched Campus superstar, its like a weekly routine,
after that i was reading Katrina's teengae and came across this phone, S500i,
i went to my dad while he was sleeping,
i stayed there waiting for him to wake up & told him,
me: daddy this phone is damn nice! can i have it?
daddy: ok as long as you pass two subjects from the four common tests.
me: keep saying thank you & hoping around like a kiddo.
its makes me happy, i was like ok ok, so i'm pinning my hopes on Chinese & Chemistry,
wish me good luck, i was talking to Ashley online,
fun, after that i was watching my TV and off i went for my English tuition,
after tuition i wanted to meet Jeanette and the rest but they were having a 5o'clock movie so i can't go,
sighs, nevermind i went to meet my mum and sister at Novena Square i waited for nearly an hour,
i walked around, & fianlly they came, went over to Novena Square 2 and went to the Korean Restaurant,
we had BBQ food, its great letting people serve you once in a while, it makes you feel like an princess,
my dad came remind him about my phone, i'm just naggy,
ate finish & we went to get food for my aunt and went over to wait for my dad's car,
saw Darren & the rest they were there too, sorry for being Dao,
went to my aunt's house and back home.
I've my rights to choose my own friends, & those that you saw today they aren't CAB,
they are just noisy a little, why can't i choose my own friends, its like i've my own privacy and my choice over things, you are just my parents, it doesn't mean you got the right to control over me ok? I felt damn pissed, the minute they walk away and laugh aloud, you all go CAB, what the fcuk? Doesn't mean they laugh aloud that means they are that right? My school do have but they aren't as bad as you think. I've give up, if you really want to control me? By all means.

Alright here again is another blogskin, finally one that i like :D,
alright went to school with sore eyes today,
i did not know sore eyes can take MC, i came also because there was tests!
first period was English, had a whole load of sleeps,
my eyes were painful, the whole class knows i got sore eyes & that proves its bad,
after english was Maths, ASHLEYYY! i get to talk to her & have fun!
we talked talked, but we did study together,
after that was POA, me & her plan to sleepy during the test,
but i did not, i attempt the questions but i wrote craps in,
Recess was next, & up for chemistry,
Ryan is my Daddy :D, test at the second period,
damn nervous, cause i got study, it turn out quite easy, do-able,
after school went for the OBS briefing, i'm in!
after that headed to Junction Eight & back to school,
we waited for Charmaine and started to play the moving rubber,
HweeChang make me!): my hair is HARDDDDD!
we had whole loads of fun can? we ran here & there, playing with each other,
just like my 2e3 class last time! alright after that Charmaine came down,
Me, HweeChang, Monkey, XueFen, Charmaine & Vanessa,
we decided to go to Plaza Sing to shop there, we had loads of laughter in the train can,
after that went to " Daiso", & down to Long John Silver, Charmaine was performing her "Magic Tricks",
she made us all laugh like crazy, i took videos! she is hell funny, your should had seen her,
those who were there laugh like maddys!
after that they were slowly walking to the MRT, while i made a move first,
cause my Dad was chasing me home! i saw Ashley at the Bus interchange,
& home we went together!
its never easy to say i don't bother.

I'm feeling down, down , down.
Alright, went to school, first period was already POA which make me even more down,
after that was SS, i studied a little, i was sleeping but i got woke up by Jia Wei,
Chemistry next, listen and did some work,
Mother tougue, did nothing but reading of newspapers,
Recess was next, & up for Biology, the class did not know where to go,
first we were at third floor, next we were at library, & finally the correct venue,
after biology was Physics, Miss Guo ask us what happen yesterday,
told her & today lesson was kind of boring the whole class was damn quiet,
for i don't know what reason, after school ate a little and up for Chemistry,
stuided for an hour or so, down to meet Peiqi & Yorkying,
after that Sara called me and i went for my tuition,
after tuition, i went home.
I wonder if there's a day, you can stop using your hands to discipline me.
I'm feeling down. ):

I'm bored so i decided to post, before i get busy wuth TV,
i got to post fast fast! before my dad comes!
alright basically today morning we had CME,
damn how boring, next was Physics and Mr goh came in,
he gave us a warning, & because only 8 people turn up for remedial we were caught!
the minute he left, all the complaints came in luh!
is like what the hell ask us stay back,
nevermind i had fun talking with "Audrey" & Vanessa, HAHA!
after that was Recess, complaining all the way, had english and listen listen as usual,
Charmaine lew was an irritance walking to and fro,
had PCCG after that, sexual education makes all the guys in my class horny!
haha, then we had lesson with Miss Koh, she taught us PCCG,
i slept all the way, after school went to look for Mr Goh,
he ask us alot of things, he say Jia Mei no toy play, play with shoe haha!
i laugh until i stomach pain luh! after the detention,
me charmaine and jia mei went to Mac, bought lunch bus there and back,
cheered for Alison and Carmen, they came in first and second, HOOOORAYY!
after that we went to play ball, play full court,
fun luh! but too rough already, nevermind i had my fun!
we had a talk, Charmaine, Me, Jeanette, Audrey & Vanessa, haha fun uh girls?
after that i went off with Jeanette, she left me to sit bus alone, but i saw shih quan there,
haha but i still sat alone, & homed!

Alright i got to mug later so i shall blog now,
today basically me & jeanette took the 163 bus to meet tan jia mei,
but thanks to katrina we were all late!
we went for HAC & a something funny happen,
walked around for three times & off we went for our different maths lessons,
test tody hard hard hard, but i hope it is not a very low fail,
god bless me, after that did my homework and off for SS,
study and listen, i'm a good girl i did not sleep ok?
Recess was next, & up for chineseee, test again, today is test day!
on friday i have Chemistry and POA test,
Chinese was kind of easy, i was the first to finish luh,
the rest were all doing when the bell rang,
off for history watched video for a whole period, as usual one period only,
then Miss Vasuki left, went to see the juniors for awhile and a freaking teacher came in,
she is damn ass, who cares, we had our fun,
after school rush up in the end the bus came late,
Charmaine and Claudia was fighting i got videos, its damn funny!
went for their match, cheered for them, & they won!
if i'm not wrong, 54 to 26, they got Addidas water bottle luh, not fair!
Katrina went to ask and we fill up a form and we got it! yay!
its limited edition ok? went back to school, laugh laugh,
& coach say me and Jia Mei got to have the same standard as XueFen i was like?
XueFen impart your skills to us! haha,
played awhile of ball and went to eat at junction eight,
i kept fighting with Charmaine; Physco doggy!
Peiqi spray the addidas bottle the air at me, damn ticklish! haha!
after that talk talk & after that me & Jeanette went home together.

Charmaine; HAPPY MEALLL tomorrow!

Its the start of the new week!
Well apparently i ain't suppose to go school today because of the crementation ceremony,
but my grandfather say children can't go cause it is the first day of "HGF",
nevermind, i woke up and got to school,
reach school, first period biology i was dead tired, & Thomas and Ming Wei are like talking across me,
which got me piss i scolded both of them! damn them!
after that was PE, how great we played baseball again,
played i was so enthu i was running here & there,
after that Recess, & up for chinese, i sat with Im Wei Jie for the day,
cause it was xiao lao shi, i gave that team 50 only cause their presentation sucks,
i'm sorry but it is really lousy, i'm biased! i gave yorkying's team 79,
after chineseeee was POAAAA, my most dreadful subject!
i did my homework in class as usual & i did pay attention ok?
after school we quickly change and went for training, it was only for an hour,
we ran the technical block three rounds, stretch i walked so did some of the rest,
we got to run stairs fifteen rounds, but i was released at the fourth round!
went over to do the log thing, my arm's & monkey's almost broke!
after that did some step ups & end of training, some went to SBC to see matches,
the rest went to junction eight, reach there some want to watch movie so off they went,
me, katrina and jia mei ate at KFC, home-ed, & out for tuition,
my mum got me a new purse small small one, surfer's girls,
alright thats all for the day see yous!

Charmaine; you suck man!

Alright today i woke up with swollen eyes,
met up with Jia Wei for our mock exams,
when we got the paper the answers were underlined already,
so we two just copied,
we chatted, did it finish within an hour,
we still had one more hour to go?
he went to look for his cousin while i walk around,
tuition-ed, after that i went to bishan waiting for my parents,
we went to eat dinner, fetched my grand father to the wake,
i was talking to my Cousin Wilson, who is 48 this year?
he cheered me up, after a few hours there, i went home with my mum again.
" Because he lived, i can face tomorrow."

AhhChar; don't bother about it ok? don't so angry.

Sighs, i just went for my Big uncle's funeral,
reach there about 8, the ceremony started,
i almost teared cause of what Pastor Chan said,
" In the name of God, will he find his new home, death isn't the end but the start of a whole new life." ,
after awhile, all came, gor gor Ah Chai cried, cheer up uh?
its not the end. There's still a long way to go,
after that me, my mum & sister cabbed home. )":

Fireworks.














Me, XueFen, Charmaine, HweeChang, Monkey, Carmen, Teddy Bear.












Alison, Me, Charmaine, HweeChang, Mokey, Carmen, Teddy Bear.












Me, Teddy Bear, HweeChang, Monkey, Carmen.















Charmaine got burnt by the Butter.













She refuse to let me take her cause, she was only eating.

Our Steamboat.

Sammy, HweeChang, Charmaine. ( where's XueFen?)

Escaltor.

My Stranger Partnerrrrr.

Waiting for the movie.

Smarties makes one Smart.

Lolipop.

I've look through everyone's blog, & they did post,
i was too "tired", as usual i could not even bother so i just went to sleep,
Morning, i talked to Charmaine for awhile & off i went for my tuition,
met up with Sara and we had Burger King breakfast,
went up for tuition late, we did questions together,
actually i did not have anything to do, cause last week i was one to one,
so i covered most of the work already,
I went to meet, Monkey, HweeChang, XueFen, Alison, Carmen, Charmaine, Yorkying, PeiQi,Teddy Bear, Vanessa
forget it, fast foward, i went to meet them at somerset, went to cathey cineleisure,
watched "Secret" its a nice show, the pianos pieces are nice,
after the show we went to wander around, then sat MRT to marina bay,
what an unlucky day, lets not bother about them,
Reach the steam boat place waited for place, we got two tables cause we got alot of people,
ate & ate, Charmaine was just eating away there,
cook & eat at the same time, Jeanette & Jia Mei joined us,
after the steamboat took some photos & off we went to marina station,
we walked back there, once we reached there, they wanted water,
finding places to drink it, did not have so we just sat MRT,
& after that XueFen, Monkey, Carmen, HweeChang, Charmaine, Alison, all droped at City hall,
only Me, Jeanette, Jiamei, Vanessa, YorkYing & Peiqi went home,
chit chatted, Me, Vanessa & Jeanette went to bishan, i was damn thirsty,
after that, we sat bus home.
He's gone, i'll remember you, 09082007. ): tears dropped.

SAMMY LOVES HWEECHANG!
HWEECHANG LOVES SAMMY!

I'm kind of lazy to post, cause i'm damn tired.
Alright, Tan jia mei and Vanessa pon school so i was with Jeanette and Demi during the celebration,
i did my OBS work during the celebration,
cause jeanette only told me in the bus they decided to do it,
the china people can really sing, claps,
celebration over, went off to food junction,
i took back my ez-link card,
ate there, & i went home, bathe and out with my sister to sit 855 to habour front,
i slept all the way, reach there, went to the cinema see the timings,
wanted to catch a movie but drop the idea cause too many people,
went to the food court to look for my mum, they ate, after that we had Ben & Jerry's,
decided to watch movie cause no more queue,
but no more tickets for Rush hour so i watch "881" with my sister,
jeanette called me they also coming to watch cause cathay no more tickets,
went to toys'rus with my sister, we are kiddos,
after that went in for the movie, touching and funny,
the auntie behind me was crying like crazy,
after the show went to meet my mum at Marina, got there went to Royal Sporting House,
i got a new pair of shoes, green, sliver and black,
i wanted the acsis one but it was 245 too ex,
after that went back to Bishan, NTUC then home-ed, i was smsing all the way for four hours, damn.
i'm tired not because of going out but because i'm just too tired of some things.

I shall not eleborate on what happen in school,
cause its the same like you wake up & go to school,
juniors had their match they lost, it is alright, get the experience,
& theres still compassvale, not to worry.
Sighs, & i got lock out of my house, i forgot to bring my keys,
i waited for two hours, i walked around the whole condominium,
sometimes having a walk yourself, let you know what dumb mistakes you did.
My mom came back & open the door for me,
now i'm waiting for my darling sister to come back with my bag.
Sighs, i'm just thinking too much.

Guangyang C'divison; cheer up! its not the end yet, there's still compassvale, like what XueFen said, we may not have won the game but in our hearts we won already, good luck for the upcoming matches, whatever the results, you girls are the champions already.

Well, apparently i've got no good sleep so far,
cause of my brain, it makes me think all night,
but i will still not get the answer so what for.
Anyway reach school, monkey brought me my dougnuts, thanks uh!
i've got SPA today, i think i screwed it so who cares,
whats matters is my EOY, got down for PE, we played with the WuHan people,
they are damn enthusiastic, we played soft ball, "oh-so fun" game,
went for Recess, laughters are always around us,
went for Chinese, i failed my test, screw me, screw the paper,
my marks for chinese aint going up but down instead, sighs. ):
went for POA next, Miss Koh obviouslu got piss with us again,
she changed our seats immediately, & i sat with Zet How,
the worst thing is he doesn't talk to me, i rather sit with Jia Wei or Zuo Yang they all,
anyway after POA we rushed ourself, & got up to the General Office to follow the boys for their match,
went off & had fun in the bus, telling Xue Fen about the thing,
reach CCAB, boys verses Hwa Yi, & i saw the Patrick from Double Happiness One & Two again!
he's so cute, watched the boys play, they played quite well, except for the third quarter,
they did not seem to get the ball into the net,
they lost 40-36, good score at least,
went back to school, laughters in the bus, & back fro Training,
went home, changed out for tuition, Jia Wei is a noob,
he can't find my tuition centre, i went out to fetch him,
had the test together, i finish it early i left him there, sorry uh!
went home after that.
You won't get you want, unless you strive hard for it. But i'm just too tired.

Mei Nu & Cutie & Shuai Ge!

& Finally Charmaine was tired. So here it is Shuai Ge & Mei Nu!

Second Shot! Charmaine pointed her middle finger!

First shot Charmaine disrupted it!

Today woke up early, cause i slept early,
i watched cartoons, it has been long since i watched kids central,
i'm a kiddo, pardon me!
i watched till 11, & my dad came back to fetch is out for lunch,
ate at balestier road there, wanton noodles,
went back home and took a bus down myself, how independent!
tuition-ed, i wasted one hour there, damn it!
after tuition i went to meet Charmaine, XueFen, HweeChang, & Monkey!
it was a zoo gathering, Dog, Chimpanzee, Penguin, Monkey and Elephant!
HweeChang and Monkey bully me! XueFen and Charmaine were talking infront,
while i had fun talking to the Shorties!
we walked around, around and finally found our destination!
Mister Donuts!
we sms-ed Miss Seah whether she wanted donuts,
she asked for three boxes, we agreed! Miss seah i got helped too!
Monkey make me! boohoo ): , nevermind ask me tomorrow and i will say!
alright we took some photos, i took with Mei Nu & Shuai Ge!
after that they queued, Monkey bought for me! thank you uh!
i cabbed down to my granny house!
went to see my aunt, & home-ed!
Photos in the next post!

Morning woke up at ten,
cause i was dead tired from yesterday grocery shopping and playing of basketballing,
my sister went for tuition at a nearby condo,
soon 2 hours pass, my dad fetch me out to fetch my sister for lunch,
we went to eat at Casurina, my dad told me my Big uncle condition is detiorating fast,
i want him by my side forever i dont want him to leave me,
i know this is a selfish thought.
Went home, out for tuition, collect stuffs for my sister after my tuition,
& home i went helping my sister just now.
How i wish there was eternity life in this world,
let him stay by my side, but i know i'm lying to myself,
but let me carry on this lie, i will be happier.
Sighs. ):

Charmaine here is your photo!(: so cute uh!








































Run Run! Defence!








































Briefing! Time out!






































Defence Carmen!

Guangyang C 'divison Addidas league!

Blogging time now!(:
i'm happy today cause the juniors won their first addidas league match!
morning we had assembly had so much fun!
went for english finally aljunied is not here! like after half a year she takes an MC,
after english was maths, miss wong never give me lolipop i shall ask from her,
alright she took my EZ-LINK cause i talk in class!
alright off for POA yay! half the class was suspended hence we only had 17 people,
i studied POA today ok!
went for Recess, & off for chemistry, as D and T pupils had to leave at second period...,
the test was POSTPONED! yay!
ryan chan the glass thing cut my finger cause i was helping him clear,
awww it was painful at first, blood came out,
& something Desmond was irrtating me!
alright after school slack and eat, and i had to write i wont talk in class again one whole page,
monkey & alison help me write thanks uh!
HWEECHANG HELPED ME WRITE TOO!(: THANK YOU!
went for the juniors match, close fight!
in the end we won! 36 to 30? i forget haha, talk on the bus with XueFen, Monkey, HweeChang and Charmaine!
fun fun! went back school play ball, my aunt come fetch me!
had a talk with Jiamei too! nice talk uh? we seem to think things alike!
home and out to help my sister go grocery shopping for her party tomorrow!
yay finally a party! i can play and get food!
after that 9 plus home-ed!